no one rules forever

2010-05-19T21:34:00.007+08:00

im distracted. now i have to distract myself from being distracted.

ok as you guys may know, i have already started a new blog about my army life, and there are already 2 posts about it so far. you can go to http://youcantkmd.blogspot.com/
to check it out.
there will be an update tomorrow as i have been chosen to go to the state funeral of the late Goh Keng Swee. (sorry, i still have to use spell check lol.). i will not blog about anything about the funeral as im prohibited to do so, but i will take a look at his history, just for kicks.

to start things off though, i have to make things abit clearer.

I HAVE NOT MOVED MY BLOG. THIS BLOG WILL STILL BE UPDATED.

i only created a new blog for my army posts, due to the reason being that army stuff can be pretty sensitive to the SAF, so even though i would never disclose about any information about the army, they could still shut my blog down. in that case, this blog ewwsoscared will not be shut down together to my close to 300 posts and 4 years of memories with it. this blog will be more about stuff not army related, such as my own outings ( though most of any major outings will just be archived as pictures on my facebook ), or just about my personal life whenever i feel like posting about it.

well the first thing im gonna rant about is my chat box on this blog. it has been up there for 3 over years now, and only until recently, there have been unnecessary adverts that are being spammed on it. dont worry guys, please feel free to tag still, i will check the tag board frequently and reply. but of course, with facebook these days, where talking to a wall is a good thing, who uses chat boxes anymore?

another thing, my music player on this blog is working again! cool, do listen to it if you have the time, and if u all have the same taste in music as me, you will find this short playlist quite relaxing. most of them are from secondhand serenade, the band which i thank oswell for introducing to me, together with a christian song.
12 more days till i go get my PS3! haha finally after awhile, i managed to save up for a ps3. and i already have drawn up a financial plan to support my gaming appetite. the 2 games im gonna get first are ssf4 and ff13. ff13 i may ask my unit friends see if they can lend me. if they can i will use the money remaining to get a decent fight stick. i will dive into other games later, but for now, these 2 games are gonna last me for at least 3 months, easily more.

in the mean time, im still trying to save as much money as possible, but how to if i am tempted to go arcade everyday? well, the answer lies in a ps1 game i used to like alot. (together with many others of course)

yep. a rare game on a ps1, one of my first games on ps1 bought by my father. this is truely classic, and is a difficult game as well. this time around i played the sorcerer instead of the cliche warrior ( i completed this with warrior b4), and is currently having a much harder time due to the monsters having immunities and stuff. it really trains your thinking, how to lure which enemies where and really using the terrain to your advantage. the loot i have currently is nothing great, compared to the time i played the warrior i really had imba items. ( greater quaterstaff of healing. what the...). hope to get better loot soon! and hope i can finish this in 12 days b4 i up generation once again.

as for my mousehunt, i recently joined a low point party, and is doing rather well in tournaments. usually top 30. hope to get a chest soon guys!

DSP's got suspended again. hope it all goes well! fight the good fight as you said!

the reason i sank so much into gaming nowadays is that my social life has deproved quite abit, as most of my frens have gone into army. of course i have good buddies in army, but they are all going to ORD. so besides church friends, i hardly go out with anyone much. hope this will change when the july batch comes in!

well thats all i have about now, remember, this blog is still active! i have not moved blogs! have a good year ahead people, stay healthy!

REC JT LO

random quote: death only ends a life. it does not end a relationship.

2010-05-06T21:18:00.008+08:00

well, im back, after a really long time. i had wanted to start a new blog to blog about army stuff ( Dont worry SAF, i wont disclose any sec
rets here, nor will i badmouth any particular person so you can keep your "informal" punishment booklet back in the drawer thank you. ), however i havnt had the time to do it yet, though it would be not a bad idea since i dont really have to study and have free time like mad nowadays. (do i smell a contradiction?)

so yeah, like i said, the army blog will post my feelings towards my current life for the next 2 years, and i hope i would be able to update it regularly every week. when i finally have found a new appropriate template.

do forgive me as this post would contain no pics of my life, ( but i would include some snippets take from google to make this less dry. and believe me i KNOW dry. ), but this post will be about my post a lvl till now.well firstly, i graduated from my jc. with mixed feelings of course. firstly, i did not do up to my expectations, but thank God through that i have learned how to use a cliche phrase a.k.a a valuable lesson. i have slacked off way too much. and i could say i got lucky to get these grades i got and be able to get an offer from NTU. so making this short and sweet, im going to make this 2 years of information isolation a way for me to change my ways. (a way for my ways. sorry bad pun.)

secondly, i would not be meeting the friends i had in JC , in JC, anymore (geddit?) . of courz we would continue meeting up with every chance possible (L4D2 muahaha), but it would be certain that it would not be everyday. i went back once to collect my good progress award, and i just sat down in the canteen and remembered all the fun days i had.

thirdly is for reasons i will not state publicly, but it gave me a hard time indeed.

the time during late march to early april had been an emotional roller coaster ride for me. many many bad things came blow after painful blow into the area i put my fist at when i say the pledge. it did not help that the new medical condition i was diagnosed with (also in that period of time) "hyperthyroidism" to be exact, was making my body twice as affected by stress as a normal person would be. i cannot describe the feeling. all i can do is facepalm. thank God for the support from a special group of friends and family, i managed to cope with it, little by little.

after that, ENLIST!! a time when you throw your past life away and welcome your new one. i was in tekong pes e due to my newly discovered medical condition, so it was quite slack. ( ok maybe im understating it.)

tekong life was great ( for me and my buddies at least) comparing it to my army life now after being posted out. however in army, one would not have to be just physically disciplined, but to be mentally disciplined as well. im not talking about being able to take scoldings and such, but i meant being able to hold fast to your morals.

i meet people from all walks of life in tekong, as im in the later batch. guys who smoke and dress themselves in tatoos are common. trash talk and vulgarities are the norm. the question is, will you follow them? those who have not been inside will scoff at this post and say " cnfm wont la im too cool to smoke." wait till all your friends smoke in there, and you realise that smoking is a social magnet, and they wave your potential first stick in front of you, would you realise why. of course my friends have respected my decision and have never said i was scared to try or what not and im glad for that.

so as always, when i get to know friends, life always have a knack of not putting us into the same group be it class, cca, vocations. well im used to that. but in my new unit now, well yeah i have friends, but somehow i feel kinda lonely. maybe because most of my friends are also in army, but i hope this will pass soon as soon as the new batch of RP comes in. but life here is really boring. you dont even feel like socialising.
especially when im the only new guy there. the people there are not bad though, but they are all my seniors.

i wont say too much about the environment now, i will save it for my new blog. take this as a pretext to my next chapter of my story.

to everyone who has been a part of my life, you guys are great.

quick update about my gaming life:

the 3 major games that are taking over my life right now. SF4, DOTA, MOUSEHUNT.
and ps3 still in my waiting list.
L4D2 is gonna be my next major game i reckon
im beating regulars at SF4 now hehe but still too noob to go bugis.
alan wake please come out on PS3!!!
gonna chiong juri wen i get my ps3 ssf4
grats to dsp for getting his channel back

thats all folks " for now"

A LEVELS ARE OVER

2009-11-30T22:43:00.008+08:00

i repeat : A LEVELS ARE OVER!

and im glad it ended very nicely. im also going to save this blog so that it will stick to the one month at least one post thing.

well so gonna rant about wad happened during the exams, my birthday, as well as what i may do. this post will include loads of pics cos i am very bored studying and need some entertainment.

this exam, i had no regrets except for GP. ARRGH get c i happy le. thank God, even physics which i was least prepared for, was do-able. during the course of study, it was hell of a battle zone.

read all 7 series of the pokemon comics AGAIN.

what to do each day, each hour.
my mom is the best in buying me these sweets. hope i dun get diabetes.

most of the time went to benedict to study at TP.man the food court is the most unexpected but most condusive place for learning. it was also far from my distractions as well. i loved the schedules back then. all for a good cause.

when it was back to studying in my home, i began critisizing the econs so call "stimulus package" which believe me, are full of obvious errors. one does not need economic knowledge concepts to find it out. allocative inefficiency is not attained?? lol what nonsense. here are other pics, i may be wrong myself bt the stuff sure are amusing. I READ FINISH THE WHOLE BOOK WAHAHA

on my birthday, thanks to all the sms, facebook msg, and personal wishes! really touched. even though it was the midst of exams, my ever enthu class still went out. bought me a brownie summore : )

i even got this cute bear : ) :) : )

super gan dong..

ah and then was the cake !

i also started pokemon blue! again haha. but this time i tried to catch mew without hack, and i did rofl, the stats and hp is IMba

ok i know im lame...

well still have loads to do!

gymming
training
piano-ing
dota-ing
animating
outing
chatting
promming
organising year end activities
radio show
working...

well this is all so far, better post before the month ends!

i wanted to say something, but all that came out was cold, indifferent eyes.

october is not gonna go.

2009-10-22T21:13:00.004+08:00

so u thought that i would let october slip by and allow my archives to have one month short eh? NO. never! this blog is 3 years old already and is like my child.

surprisingly, my prelims did much better than the crappy mid years. econs percentage jump almost 3 times! shoik to the max (without moderation ah..) and the most surprising thing is it is totally opposite from last year. last year my econs was my worst subject, follwed by chem, followed by physics then maths is my best. guess this year i totally neglect maths and so cmi. but its the totally opposite! my econs and chem is rocking my charts now. only gp is consistent. pls pls may it be the same for a's.

so working really hard for a's, not much time to come online, and i will stop gaming already. thanks to my mom who was so supportive during the prelims, as well as my dad. haha nagging and all, glad it worked out well.

i was napping one day and wen i woke up, i found a bunch if crackers on my table, courtesy of my mom. and hi chew also!!!

im so touched that i havnt ate them yet..

i really love my room when it comes to studying and i jus cant comprehend why people study outside. im not anti social, i jus think studying isint a joy that u want to share with ur frens.

had a fantastic farewell, we were the only class partying at the auditorium that day. the ambience was fantastic. dimmed bluish light and all. we were jus taking photos with the teachers, beat boxing with the audi mike, attempting to flash our class photo on the huge projector, taking stupid pictures, plaiyng emo music on the audi's piano, and finally, the most epic of all, making our "last dance video."

totally unrehersed, no planning, just doing what we do best, and it was epic. vid going on facebook soon.

glad i spet the last official day meaningfully. i will make a huge photo post once a levels are over.

well went shopping today, for a level supplies. and i bought a new calculator made by apple. called the i-bacus.

the i-bacus is a fully fledged touch screen multi display calculator . u can even sketch regression lines with your finger, and find the value of any point on the graph by just placing your finger there.

it has slide functions too. placing your index finger on the graph, and stretching your middle finger, (like how u would to to englarge text on the i phone) you and find the graph of f(x+1) and so on.. keying in values have never been so fun.

and there are pre loaded games too that will never go away even though u reset it as many times as u want. now i wont feel bored wen i complete the maths paper in 1 hour! (jus joking.....).

it comes in 3 colours, hot pink, holy white and *** black. i wanted the pink one but they sold out. so i got the white 1 gb model instead. just enough space to store my maths notes. and only for 21.90! why not make it your spare calculator for the a levels today??? hell u can even draw benzene rings with it. and it even has the traditional abacus mode, if u are feeling cheena.

ok so the above stuff about the i-bacus is not true. but it should be darn it....

haha enough of crappin. time to get my mugging drink and mug hard.

get A's people!!

glad i can spend more time soon.

pre and post prelims

2009-09-20T00:04:00.005+08:00

prelims was crappppp.

especially maths. darn i think that even my econs this time will do better than it lol. gp was ok, physics surprising cos i can do most of the qn though i din study much, chem...... heck, but the cool thing was when time up i left 3 qn, then cos i was looking at one of them when time was up and it looked like the same qn, that i discussed with zj the day before, with same compunds and answers and everything. so i guessed a. and it turned most ppl also got that. well for the last 2 qn, i jus put my classic C for every mcq i dunno how to do. and turn out the last 2 ans most people put is C and C!!! super duper lucky. bt dun think it will help pull up the crappy paper 2 and 3.

i got so many things to post before the exam that i cant start yet - cos have to go study lol. well shall rant abit about prelims.

procrastination. the number one killer for exams. others may like to call it lack of motivation, lost of heart, game distraction, computer addiction, but. it all falls under the same catagory. see if this is familiar for any of u.

u plan to study 2 weeks before exams and even drew up a schedule. u follow it for the first day. and then the second day, u decide to rest abit and make up for it the next day, proceeding to do ur procrastinating stuffs. ( even though it dosent appeals to u ).
hence the procrastinating and re-procrastinating effect will continue till the days left to the exams are negligible or none. this will lead to a drop in grades by a multipled amount, where the multiplier K is 1/MPP where MPP us the marginal propensity to procrastinate. ( ok im crapping again )

another thing is the "Go Out N study for Exams." syndrome. ( GONE for short ). many of u will agree the more frens u study together with ( for me at least ) the more we will end up doing stupid things instead. one of the stupid things is taking each others hand phone and taking piuctures of stupid things.

like 10 cent discount cupons

cute vandalisms

each others work

and even got the time to switch off all the lights, and simulate a "blackout study environment" where we did work with only the light of the GC.
thus Dd/Dt = o. studying is at minumum point.

and then there is the occasional sms from a fren that throws u off course of ur studying totally. this is the message i had with zi jun who wanted to go lan before september holidays, while i was studying for econs.

K: wan go lan tmr then bring shirt.

Zi: wa not confirm then i bring extra weight for what.

( i then decided to throw in my econs concepts )

K: no opportunity cost in bringing wad.

Zi: got. the costs on my back ache.

K : NO. the benefits of a potential CS match outweighs your costs, and society values a lan match more than what u would cause to produce it.

Zi: wads the externality?

K: ai ya, if u dun bring your clothes, we cant trash u. there will be a fall in demand for lan. it will cause unemployment and the lan shop will have to reduce output and employ less workers. the effect will continue.

Zi: but my back hurt cant work for country.will affect potential growth.

K: wa. if u dun bring ur shirt, and add weight to ur bag, there will be a dead weight loss.

Zi: lol la nvm i go watch tv.

( its actually longer but i cut it short).

time management is the last thing. gah especially for AQ. all the time prac i left abt 15 mins only for it and i will any how write. got one time i write until i say that kids being exposed to sex is beneficial. got 2 marks for that lol.
im guessing w/w means wrong word.

well dats all for now. gotta mug. or gum!

2009-09-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

nothing new at the moment just that i feel dam guilty for sinning. i went to watch movie today arhhh. when i shuld be studyin. nvm all for frens.

playlists

2009-08-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

well here i am, after a long day of econs, to fill up this blog once again. i had a great weekend : ) will update those stuff later. now will just do some ranting.

its about songs in my playlists.

people usually like to look at my playlist and say: "why ur song all so old one?" then i will say, cos i buay song. ( ok lame joke ). well thats not the case yea. its just that the songs i listen to on the go are not the newest songs or what so ever. the songs that i have on my play list are songs that relate to a certain incident in my life. those who know me better would know im quite a sentimental person.

yea on the bus on the way home, i would like to plug in those old earphones and listen, and fall back in memories. those songs i get from my frens phones, wither gets transferred to my comp, or i will put some low rating on it and it wont get played so often when i put my library on shuffle.

im sure u guys have songs that reminds u of happy times, so why not put a good rating on it so it will get played often? im especially linked to jay chou "qi li xiang." the one in my play list is the recorded version, and many of my frens ask me why i dun change it to the original one with deeper bass. well, all i can say is, the original carries far more than the deep bass can make up for.

well thats all i have to say for now. thanks bryan for introin elements to me and make me waste my time haha! its a nice game though.

i wish some people would say to me what i want to say to others.

2009-08-19T19:36:00.003+08:00

ok here is the status:

min 3 tests every week
coming home about 7 plus
Craving for dota (noooo!)
moles ( 6.02 x 10^23) of home work
constantly thinking of ways to beat riken's deck
repeat.
prelims in 2 weeks.

yep and i cant seem to start on my weakest subject, econs! dang it for months i have been trying to find the method to get essay writing right, just cant seem to do so. gah AJ. like to ask weird weird questions and i always like to mind blank when i stare at the question. keep thinking if i should have dropped to H1. (N1)

anyways nothing cool happened these few weeks, due to the above schedule. its like im rotting, dont even have time to go online to chat, or even blog.national day had my relatives coming over and suaning the whole parade. cant wait to break out of college so that i can go to parade with gung ho frens in the future, stay out late late, and walk past the old national stadium at night or even sneak in. i heard its a really really cool place. ( walking past nicole highway....)

well, im in the process of doing up a farewell video to my sports club juniors, i fel kinda ba for not doing anything in return for them. so wait up! its soon! and i will sacrifice my free time to do it for u all toshow how much we love u.

2 more months of stoning and mugging. before the fun begins.

shall rant about more crap in the future when i think of something.

oh and...

pink stationary FTW. (super cool la )

MOWL MOWL! i will be free soon.

yes im back, to save a post b4 the month ends

2009-07-31T23:42:00.008+08:00

haha im back finally, found some free time to blog about events eons ago. since there are so many, i guess i will just have to keep things short and rant about more things later on.

well for the sabah trip, i will just say that it was a whole new experience to go on my first church visit trip. had a really good time there,( loved the waterfall, resort, games, and all the dumb stuff we did on the van!) and im sure it brought out the sentimental side of all of us. i'll be sure to go back again, till then take care : )
the preacher dam cool sia.

well, after coming back, had cca bbq : ) organised by the j1s. i wont go on and say how awesome our juniors are yet, it shall be saved for later. well as usual, hung around and played some drinking ( water ) games. was really dumb some people had really slow reactions. alas not everyone could stay for long, so ended up with a few of us and cam whore till dam late. thanks wei rong for the invite : )

i cant find the whole grp pic! whr whr?

after which ( still in the monthe of june, when i seriously should have been studying) was the choir presentation envegilism. whoa, months of practice came down to this. thank God everything went well though.

cake after that. yum.

if im not wrong what came next was the kbox session with 2708 gang. i have some pics in my phone but lazy upload... well wen jie asked mr seng ( my maths teacher ) along and wa, he really can sing lol. we all had a retarded time singing our hearts out. for some people literally. we should have more of such sessions in the future!

argh. after that was full time mugging. but i guess it did not work out as mid year was..... im sure everyone will agree. well, at least im out of APTS already but how i got out was a miracle. : )

well. after exams went to watch transformers with church gang. loved the sounds the movie made but the camera could have been a little slower. heh we all tapao subway inside and eat until very messy...

stupid barber go screw my hair.

ah after trasformers, was harry potter with 2708 and gang again. long time since we had such a big outing! the movie was kinda disappointing though. no cam whored pics to display sorry.

YSM! 2 days of spritual meeting with fellow church breatheren, well i can say well spent.

one big family : )

also had two inter house competitions, both which we lost real badly. dang table tennis should have won one! sien.... well, i guess its really time to focus on studies..

well just had my cca farewell, shall blog about it another day. saving my coments till then. all i have to say is, this pic really made me feel really sentimental, especially in th sunset backk ground, signalling the end of a long day. wishing all the j2's the best! we could have a chalet at the end of the yr with the j1s? oh and thanks j1 alot alot x 1000 for everything! will make a tribute to u all soon!

we rule.

annnnd i THINK that would be about all the cool stuff that happened so far.

well, life has gotten abit stagnant, due to me trying to change to the mugging mode. i dropped dota, chionged tutorials, finished gp assignments the day they are given, piah chem, researched quotes, study econs essay.
its a real and almost 180 degree turn, and im kinda not used to it still. gah i need more motivaation.

zi jun revived my laid dormant yugioh craze lol, but my deck lost to him! gah just when i thought it was quite good....

chatted with lr a few days ago about life and dang how much time has passed, and how exciting our lives can be lols... dang i wish jc was less mundane, had it been more like sec sch, maybe i will feel more awake lols. but thankfully i got an awesome class and cca to put that away : ) jia you hor do not give up!! shopping trip i rmb already.

alot of ppl in my class are getting sick nowadays ( jon! dont start ur coughing mania!) well, at least it shows our unity lol ( sick sick together ) get well soon and take care of yerselves!

oh and a happy birthday to all my dear frens and realatives! altogether 10 of them!

to save face, we dont usually say what we have to. surprise.

back. finally.

2009-07-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

after exams, after results, but stil have alot of more things to do before i can really start blogging again! sorry people will be back soon!

shoik shoik mug mug,

2009-06-19T19:45:00.007+08:00

well why havnt i been posting for such a long time? well i can say i was balancing work and play. also just returned from a one week sabah church trip so cant really blame me eh. will post on that marvellous trip really soon so in the mean time shall blog abut older events.

had my cca SL last last week! organised and planned by yours truely. ( together with his awesome NYAA gold team of course!) though it was rather stressful at first, it turned out to be really fun and enjoyable!

can say went according to plan. (more pics in my facebook profile!)

after that went to eat with the J2's, had some eastern as the stall name though it served western food. spent the time there crapping again so well.. day well spent. hope we have even more fun in the upcoming CCA BBQ on monday! cool man should get some games.

I FINALLY FINISHD MY NYAA GOLDEN!
wa dam shoik man never thought i would chiong to the end. well i did spend one whole night till 3 am just to finalise the diary ( make it zhuai zhuai ) cos i had to dig up alot of old pics. well hopefully it beautifies my SGC man. coupled with fantastic A level results! ( i hope ) thanks to lr for staying up with me till 12 : )

time in sabah ( colating pics still : ) ) will blog about it on later date.

hmm wen i came back, it was back to full time mugging, ( after catching up with my mates on a few rounds of dota though ) new map 6.60b! darn my bro go learn the bartider so fast liao. i think i can never catch up to him liaos. nvm though. big boys dont play games. : ). also watched L change the world VCD lol dunno how my bro got it. it was kinda disappointment though. not as good as i expected.

ah now a few pics for the record, on my studying environment. exams are coming dam stress sial. cos i havnt caught up on a few things. thank God for my chem tuition. here is a sneak peek in my study desk : )

as labled ( sorry alittle bit blur ):

1. my trusty cordless phone.

- a little study breather to just ring up a fren or two for a quick break to rest my mind, or to call up zhi jian for his geeky maths tips.

2. the aircon remote

- it is always beside me cos it can get sometimes too cold or hot. with singapore weather crazy nowadays, its kinda a need to turn on the aircon the whole day.

3. my handphone

- in case of any SMS. : )

4. game boy advance

- my ultimate procrastinating tool, like after 2 hours or so i would take a break with golden sun, the game oswell lent me. its kinda fun to play though. and they too have challenging puzzles so ur mind will be still at work while u are resting! Good choice eh. sorry poor kid cant get a PSP.

5. my 3 subject in 1 notebook!

- my father got me this cool note book. it has deviders for 3 diff subjects, perforated pages, and a really good texture so writing wont be a pain! everthing under the sun.

6. my fav pen ( for writing draft work )

- i never really liked using pencils so i got this mitsubushi pen its ultra smooth so i can write literally for hours.

7. pillow.

- for a condusive environment.

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and yes, i dont have snacks in my room i very hygenic one. so wen i hungry, i will have to get up, and walk down the flight of stairs to my kitchen to grab a milky bar my mother so kindly bought for my exam period snacks. so got extra exercise by climbing stairs. cool eh balance work and play and eat and exercise.

and to rest my eyes, there is always my fantastic view out of my window.

not photoshopped in any way.

so who want to have study camp in my house nex tym can come : )

the email...

ownage

2009-06-02T21:49:00.005+08:00

almost a month without a proper post le: ) been too darn busy with all the cca commitments and external commitments. gah, gonna piah studies this holiday le. so lets go waaaay back to the month of may, when i rmb that i went to watch x men lol.

the movie was rather ok, loved the blinking scenes alot. haha i wana watch the pirated version oswell has with all the CG still implemented inside. LOL joke. another joke is that we won a star cruise trip in the jackpot! ROFL dam funny la see the reels land on the star cruise symbol. gave it to yi cong though. A levels first.

went to watch the girls tchouk ball match also. it was quite an emotional time for all of us, due to the moment of hopelssness for our gld trophy, and the pressure of showing that broken voice teacher that we are not failures, and the injury of our key players. but in the end, we ended up first! good job man it was uber pawnage. miss hu even treat us NYNY! wa she must be super good mood. who wouldnt be? LKW face sure cannot hide already. talk deeply summore la.

hmm forgot what other things happened in this long period of time. only that our class has gone into a table tennis playing frenzy again. this time we are gonna make it to the top of the level!

went with gang to AJ 25th anni concert, not bad except for the stupid fake beatboxing part. pls stop posing lol, even i can make that sound u call "beatboxing." the band played one of the church hymns! totally cool la.

lol kendrick cam whore las. ( i look dam tired (cos i am))

after which is full fledged training for the ma pao tan cup. wa the matches played was totally awesome la, with the freakshow it was like ownage, too bad we lost one match, which cost us the 1st and 2nd positions. so we got 3rd, but it was a wonderful time there. i can feel the nostalgia building up already.the tchoukball community is awesome. (aj u guys played a good match! )

holidays have started, and had to go back to sch already. but decided to go and help in the camp instead. lol japhia our games abit epic fail. but well, its always like that, and good thing they know most of each other already.

table tennis rocks! but we almost got flattened by kids! they too pro liaoz.

i feel so bad, knowing it was ur birthday and had to be stuck doing the event. will be free soon!

stress

2009-05-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

well, way too many stuff that i can handle now, both physically and mentally, so i will put off blogging for maybe 2 more weeks sorry for theprocrastination! maybe after the ma pao tan competition then i come back and do wolesome post on everything so far ( well maybe excluding some details), hope i can get all the pics also.

well jia you to the girls team playing this friday!

so u had a bad day?

2009-05-04T18:53:00.006+08:00

ah i have finally awoken/awaken/wake up (whatever) from my long hibernation of blogging. seems like my posts are now becoming biweekly now. and arrgh i missed my third anniversary of my blog! its now 3 years old. well school is hectic as ever, due to cca and other commitment.

firstly (quite long ago) my cca had this bossa ball session where they brought down the whole court to play with! the inflatables are really cool and like the coach said, no one could resist but jump about on the tramps and inflatables once we got down on it. it was rather fun, but abit AA, as it is in the middle of the school! (wonder if it is xu hao's plan of promoting our cca...)
spike!

had countless of tchouk ball trainings for our a div. well its kinda fun in a way as it kinda bonds the people together, and cca is becoming more fun now (sadly just when we are about to step down...) good luck to the team for the comp!

apart from cca, we also had a sports carnival where we got to try new and pussy like games (bocce lol). also got to try the laser quest. dam sian gt pawned by a team of 4 girls and one guy. we chiong too much.

well... rui ling did play cs before... adn she did kill sometimes..

after that was the relays, our class could have got 1st in both events, but well, sometimes the principal just cant blow whistles properly and cause alot of disappointment.

winners still though : )

went to watch taken with cca ppl on labour day after training(what happened to x men!) thought the scenes were nice, it was too short and abit anti climax. the worse thing was that there was a group of irritating girls behind who were commenting on everything the movie was showing "oh man he is soooo good... he is soo good ....he is sooo good....", "i know nothing is going to happen but im still scared!" "jump! fly! swim!"... whatever la only thing is they are so noisy. me and jason was shhushhh-ing them super loudly and malvina was telling them to shut up, but they just carried on. the whole cinema ppl was also asking them to shut up.
but they continued.
darn it would be so embarassing if i went out with ppl like this.

dats all about now... back to our old card tricks! : )

to my frens who are having bad days, it will all pass soon..

the cca gets high only when the end is nigh.

2009-04-18T23:16:00.007+08:00

have not been posting much! well it comes together with my package of not sleeping much as well. schools kinda busy. (or rather my life has suddenly became very packed) sleeping at arnd 1 plus almost every day. and nope its not dota either. cant really remember what are the many stuff that happened so i will keep it short and sweet.

cca has also became more and more active lol. with bossa ball and tchouk ball tranings for a division, having really some good workouts theses weeks even though pe has slackened. on top of that, we also had some cycling events as well.

the first was the "test" to see if our clubbers could handle the long distance we would be cycling for our overnight cycling environmental challenge. well was supposed the be the facil but turned out to be the new facil's "babysitter" instead. it rained heavily along the way, but it was really fun as we took loads of photos and tok alot of cock.
rain cant dampen us : ) (more photos in the sports club book group in facebook)

the national environmental challenge was dam cool la bt also kinda tiring cos had some dam filling sakura lunch and alot of energy was needed to digest it. alot of injuries happened to the clubbers, but it was dam fun especially the devil's bend : ) wanted to turn to highest gear and cycle down at top speed, but well, singapore has speeding limits. cam alot of whore also, all the way till morning, though we were very tired, still went and ate bfast! wad a sport.

the moon was very bright as well also.

ystd went to have a gossip cum after tchouk ball traning dinner with the j2's lol. had a dam fun time laughing and toking cock. all the way till 9.30! gosh. the best part was me and jason ordering the murtabak large and i ask how big isit, isit the same size as the menu? the waiter siad yes and we thought he was joking cos the menu was uber big. but he was not lol. take a look at it.we are kind ppl ok, we share.

well to all those who were injured (be it food posioning or scrapes) take care of urselves!

back to stuff in school. oswell has started this really cool pokemon crystal version craze that we all have became addicted to. oh and we also changed our ezlink cards la. the new one looks dam ugly the design.

why they nv change the photo...

having fun and starting to study le. lifes kinda good so far. jia you everyone!

my neighbour has a really cute looking dog.

ooo lala

2009-04-02T18:13:00.005+08:00

well its been a reall really long time since i blogged. mostly owed to dota and stupid home work and outings. i cant remember much since the holidays but i'll try to put down as much as i can remember.

well first thing when the holidays started i was thrown into church chalet haha,. spent most of the time there playing games and learning card tricks and sleeping and eating bbq haha. but i had to be really careful as samantha kept taking pics while i sleeping (those stupid unglam shots lol). the aircon thr was super shoik la, and the whacko was quite funny : ) wished could have stayed longer.

went back to sch for cca but played lan b4 that with [ the consequences ] argh kena trash but heck la. more dota with time, i shall become pro! ended up late for cca but bought myself out with 20 push ups (nia.) we had tchouk ball trng, and the j2 nearly got trashed man. lucky we had some tyco shots that went in. after that went shopping with xu hao, malvina, xin yi and cassandra to get some stuff for the cca bbq. but guessed who called? nvm. think already also sian diao.

had cycling cum cca bbq the next day and it was kinda tiring but fruitful as well. its nice to see the j1's more bonded especially when before that there were only 2 big groups, the guys and the gals, but at the end of the day they were sending each other home, knowing that you had a part to play in their bonding. we j2's kinda never had this privildge. well as for the j2's it was something else that brought us together and now the bbq would be one of the last outings we would be having, so im gald it was rahter a fun one with loads of laughs! i also cam whored alot haha especially with yh pink sunglasses. pity i cant upload all the pics but here are some.

satays are nice and we can see in the dark

good luck for a levels!

thurs. went for the dota comp rofl. well sad to say we din win and was trashed kinda badly, but it was nice to sit with the team and discuss about how the game was played. teamwork people, there is nothing more than that that would feel much better. jia you we can do it someday!

"mugged " for the rest of the holidays before going for damians birthday party at seoul garden. had a fun time chatting while playing with the food on the bbq pit (my third bbq in a week im gonna get cancer soon if i dont stop ). peiqi was a great sport, could even join in our man talk rofl. guess its good to have frens like these. : )

see the face?

school all the way after that but had some games fest which i felt was kinda retarded lol. the games are nice, but its a little too old for me.

cca is all about bossa ball and tchouk ball now. gotta train hard if i wana get in a div!

well there is so much more to write, but i gotta go le. will update real soon!

i realised how hard it can be and totally understand now.

2009-03-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

i know its been kinda long time since i blogged, but im really busy during the holidays! will post about the most retarded weeks i had so far. till then have fun people! i'll try to organise outings as soon as im free-er!

thanks so much for the trash talk. i felt kinda better after that. kinda.

the good and the bad.

2009-03-06T23:40:00.004+08:00

another week has passed yet again and im back here to blog! quite a few things happened this week eh.

well fis had to go back to sch to take napfa on monday. though i managed to earn my extra weeks of holiday and escape the notorious BMT, i have to say im terribly upset with myself. the 2.4 especially. ran my worst in my jc life. but i was feeling totally crapped up after the 5 stations le. head was literally spinning after the run, and almost fainted. (have not recovered from the fever i had a few days ago). Thanks to all my dear frens who supported me after the run to the toilet and thanks who cheered on for me during the run! it really gave me motivation to complete it even though i was on the verge of giving up. shall spent my earned holidays with u now!

well to add on to it,had to do physics spa after the run, and i was totally not prepared. i was trying to recover from the spinning headache, and at the same time trying to crap the limitations into my brain. it was a terrible ordeal that i will never hope on anyone.

im on my final few weeks for my cip now, and can say i have grown rather attached with the children there. pity i cant stay any longer...

well after that went to hong kong cafe with zm to hang around and eat. i ordered the super sinful peanut butter on toast and condensed milk. should have shared it with zm lol. (fat abit also nvm one la.) had a rather good time chatting once again, until it was so late. 11pm! gosh. time flies when u are "hungry"

had cca on wed and was told that we might join the A devision for tchouk ball -.-... i always thought it was a children game but it seems that its a competitive sport as well eh. well all the better can bond the club better with such competitions. feeling pretty excited about it lol.

been training for dota these days and well, it seems to be going up and down. hopefully we can make it to the comp!

got my chinese a level results today. cant say im too happy with it but thank God for it. if u all wana know ask pm me ba dun feel like putting up on my blog.

havnt been putting any pics up lately so i shall put the one of 2708 and 2709! hope we can be as close as possible! (cos u all will be needing our help in pw heheh) and we will be pasing down our "class tresure" to u all soon!
opposites attract. ( 2708: 20 guys, 5 girls. 2709: 20 girls 5 guys)

i like final fantasy because its a TURN BASED game.

gearing up.

2009-03-01T13:57:00.002+08:00

well, another week has passed but i still feel sick despite a week of rest. and napfa test is tmr. argh. always like dat one la can cry luh. well thanks to all who were concered though. really appreciate it.

wed was terrible. not only did i come back to sch feeling sick, still had to tio scolded and do a spa which i nv study for and had to chiong to sch to study. not that i could cos my bro woke up late and i had to wait for him. so had to absorb the most of it in 10 mins. wen i got to the room i was like some sick dog kept coughing and screwed the experiments up had to repeat it twice and refill the soultion 3 times. they should give us more solutions man honestly. then had to go to some health week thing which no one came, then later go to cca and wait for miss hu to finish her 1 and a half hour speech while we wait outside like sitting ducks. then when going home that time, i ran for the bus but my hp slipped out of my hand and slidded along the concrete floor with the deceleration according to the mass of the phone and my previous acceleration as i ran for the bus. (u can guess how fast i ran for the bus) ooooouuuccchhhh!

well thurs had the juniors join our cca for our games. amazingly, or maybe expectedly, we got trashed in frisbee and captains ball. who can blame us they are so tall. but while i was playing a thought suddenly crossed my mind. the J2's can never play against each other again. its kinda sad man especially we have been playing with each other for so long. its not that i dont welcome the juniors, well, its just the sense of nostalgia, again.

school was pretty normal, except now the hall has become my best friend. together with the rest of the gang's best fren of course. we would always go thr and play piano or sit behind the stage and... lol : ) (even put a fan there lo. rofl like inviting us like dat) i also joined the table tennis inter house comp and thinking of joining the dota comp even though im no professional in these two areas. well guess i just wana prove to myself that i can take losses easily or triumph through determination. oh well. hope for the best then.

chatted with lr a few days ago about life and realised that we both facing the same problems. except hers is the more extreme one. (as always.) we were like giving the same advice to each other which made me think about what os said to me before. "its easy to be the one giving advice". we made it sound so easy lol. but well nonetheless had a fun time talking about stupid things. ( thanks for the gift! )

hope i can meet up with more of my old friends soon, in the mean time, its intense dota and tabletennis training to try and fill my life which currently has no sign post.

sorry never post any pics becos lazy to take out phone man lol.

of all people...

2009-02-24T11:01:00.002+08:00

took my first MC after a few years of healthy living. felt like crap yesterday but still had to run 2.4 during pe cos i did not have any excuse to give the teacher as saying that i had a headache and cant run would sound really wussy. well at took miss yiak advice and went to see a doc and really i had a kinda high fever. sigh. well, im now at home with nothing much to do so i went blog hopping and came across my old class blog of sec school. i found the poem i wrote for the class before and thought i would put it on my blog now.

FRIENDSHIP

this is just wonderful,
this is what life should be like,
making things feel simple,
not getting into fights.
learning new things,
everyday,
not laughing at our short comings,
though it may be funny , i'd say.
sharing things as if they were ours,
it dosent matter if you dont retun it after hours.
giving advice all day long,
about exams, games,
or where to get songs.
even after we wave goodbye,
the company will always be nearby.
at home or at school,
day or night,
its possible to talk till past midnight.
then like they all say,
"happiness will surely go away"
even the best of friends fight sometimes,
so why not forgive and let it pass?
after all, its forgiveness we lust.
all was well until there was boredem,
that's why i decided to write this poem.
so whatever would life be,
without the friends bestowed to me?

i meant every word of it.

you'll always be my thunder.

2009-02-22T16:09:00.003+08:00

the countless shouting at the J1 orientation has finally taken its toll on me. mon i woke up feeling that there was a huge lump inside my throat, and after i drank my milo, it began.

the uncontrollable fits of coughs.

it was so bad im scared my alveoli would burst and lessen the surface area for oxygen transfer and then be diagnosed with emyzema (spell check) and then everyone would think im a smoker, which i had tried my darn best not to be. i had to run up to the toilet, and coughed out the sticky green thingy the size of a fifty cent coin (im not joking). i think my cilia has taken leave and is no longer working.

and it has been this way until today. kinda nice way to start the week eh.

the rest of the week didnt go as well also. ( i din even bother to take pics of stupid things that happened). ya i was just lost, trapped in my own mind about recent events.

the only hilight of the week was the outing with the J1's to the movie fest. they were showing the curious case of benjamin button.

i cant say the movie was bad though i did feel like sleeping half way in the movie. it was a new concept, showing one growing younger while your friends start growing older. i felt kinda sorry for the poor guy, for no one could ever understand what it would be like to be a teenager in a old body. but what interested me the most was how they were going to show the last minutes of his life, i thought they would show a baby face on a grown man, but it did not appear to be so.

later went to have dinner with joanne and chai jia. dunno how chai jia still can look so happy after what happened to her, but i bet it must stink inside. when things like this happen to strong people, what they really need is people to emphatize. so had a rather good time sharing jokes and stories while playing card games. all we can do now is hope that time will pass quickly and heal the wounds.

the movie (with other factors) has also thought me feel emphatise better. i have had a few heated arguements with my father and i have finally began to look at these stuff in a different light. it might not be that your parents are picky at times, but its just how they are hard wired to be. they have no choice but to be that way, even though they hate it as much to start an arguement. now when i see my fathers exparated look in the middle of an arguement, i quieten down and actually feel a sense of pity that this arguement had to happen. almost faintly, i can feel the hurt that resonates in his heart.

a dozen different feelings blend to form a dao face. im sorry, all my dear frens.

fall for you.

2009-02-17T23:03:00.004+08:00

ok kinda bored after completing two class tests today so i shall just do some random posting.

well i was emo-ing with my earphones and music after cip today (dam late liao la) when suddenly scondhand serenade's "fall for you" began to play on shuffle.

i have listened to this song alot of times also, but this time when i heard the chorus, i think i was in some emo state and my brain decided to let me hear things differently as to cheer me up

there is one part in the chorus when they sang

"...but a girl like you is impossible to find..."

but what i heard was

"...but a girl IQ is impossible to find..."

i found it rather amusing that it sounded so much this way after i heard it. no im not being sexist here i believe girls are intelligent and all, but if u all dun believe me go listen to the song, around 40-45 sec, you will hear the guy sing "like you" as "IQ." not just that time only, but everytime he sings it it sounds like this.

well if u were emo like me or just plain bored go listen to the song. you will never hear it the same way again.

kudos!

what a week.

2009-02-15T14:40:00.010+08:00

finally the long long week and after going home like at 10pm every day and irregular meals, it has finally taken its toll on me. strikened with food poisoning, a serious case of sore throat and a headache, i thought some blogging would do me good.

well the week goes way back wen thr was a guitar hero party at caroline's house.(thanks for inviting us!) haha dam fun la the game can team up with the rest, and the singing part was super funny we all laughed till our sides hurt. had alot of time playing the peanut game also.

i liked being the guitarist. like these bunch of people more : )

ah then when sch reopened was time for our sec one orientation, and us being OGL's would have a hard time indeed. 2709 was quite quite at first, but after some ice breakers we discovered some jokers (lol wei jie) and found out that they were a bunch of fun loving people as well. they were a good sport and totally loved the other kenneth's hokkien cheers. never been so enthu in my life.

ah then was the sports club orientation (until so late...) but it was good to make a group of people bond in just a few hours, (making frens are nice, but making people become frens are more satisfying.) totally enjoyed the times with them, though i had to do the saddening job of thinking of who to accept and who not to. its a sadistic process i hate to do again. but at the end of the day, everyone was kinda happy though there were some screwups, and i hope to meet my new batch of juniors soon and someone to take over my position in exco!

group 3!

after that was closer and closer to the orientation finale. and finally i know how to dance that stupid dace by memory haha was kinda funny to see the j1's dunno how to dance the thing. but the support was there and everyone made it.

and wen jie as well who went up to dance. (act luh)

the last day was super tiring, when we had college cip. going door to door with the j1's was kinda fun and scary as well, especially when we saw the house with the bunch of hair in front... and some smelly smell coming from the house. lol ying tong dam brave luh. after that was a mad dash back to sch and for us (the OGL's) to write cards for everyone. gah, we finished it only at the last minute. pegasus did not win sadly, but wen jie and his gang got the top OG! grats! still rmb when 2708 got the fis og also. haha.

had a superb time working with u pegasus!

it was also valentines day! thanks all for the chocs and stuff (so sorry i was so busy i din go buy anything for u all! ps,ps,ps.)

well sat went to church and celebrate jean bdae, had a dam fun time trying to light the candles with the cooking match then azriel go put them all out with the box lmao...

then i woke up with a splitting headache.

cya guys soon!

until in dota, i alt tab for a short chat.

pillars of strength.

2009-02-05T19:08:00.002+08:00

i have decided to take down the emo post from before, as i think that it would be meaningless to say how emo life is eh. rather i would like to say about pillars of strength instead. greatful

mr ang once told me that i was his pillar of strength, for whatever reason i do not know. however i feel that im in more of need of a pillar of strength which is my dear frens that try to cheer me up no matter what.

im totally greatful to them what they have did for me, and i wil treasure them forever.

vulnerable

2009-02-01T11:28:00.002+08:00

i love this song.

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

whispering shouts of disappointment.

happy cny

2009-01-26T16:52:00.003+08:00

hmm went with 2708 to gym to beef up for the cow new year (notice the pun)

now having some ache. dread to think have to go back to sch for pt training again.

oo i cahnged the BGM. i know u all must be thinking why i listen to this kind of song rite? well all i can say is that i just suddenly feel like listening to it makes me feel good.

music is the new way for me.

pre cny post.

2009-01-24T19:22:00.008+08:00

really long long time since i added anything to the blog le. ever since school started, it has been a downhill ride for me, cant even have time to breathe and finish homework though i sort of like promised to do so.

hmm so lets see what i can rmb.

yea so go way back to the ogl training. it was really fun, made some new frens and haha did all the high cheers to bomb the other houses. pung ah! gang ah! zi muo ah! my og's gonna rock man.

dont worry, its all guys in this circle.

oo yea following that was the cca open house, haha played some hotel 626 on the dial up like internet. jin yi and huimin managed to solve the stupid gay man's code! gosh nv had the patience to wait till the end. though not many ppl came, still managed to psycho some sec school ppl though with the standard line "come AJ, join sports club."

yea so to all my juniors, must come aj and join sc ok?? i will be ur nice welfare head and buy cake for u all.

hai wont blog much abt the class chalet cos its already up on the class blog, but really loved the night cycling as well as the visit to old changi hospital in the night! oswell really scared us with the "rules" u have to follow in order to step inside the house.

there is a lovely orb at where im pointing. (this picture is taken at arnd 12 am at night FIY its just a brilliant flash that did the job)

wen sch reopen, did not have much time to rest also.

had crab dinner with caroline, mervin and xinyi haha and then later went to caroline house to play some wii. dam funny la the sports. heard caroline bought a rock band game already we should go thr to play some day. had alot of fun toking abt the past as well.

oh and school pe is geting hionger, as well as cca training. never had musce ache for a long time liao want to get good fitness!

learnt a cool song on piano man. its called river flows in you by yiruma.

oh and had my fis chem tuition at andrew house, bt was really tired after that. wanted to stay over bt did not briong clothes....

well dats all in a nutshell so far.

oh and happy chinese new year in advance ppl!

i wonder. when will i finally win?

the epistle to the

2009-01-12T20:22:00.004+08:00

THEOLOGIANS

gah long long time since i posted abt theolo le. so i will just keep my last year very very short abt it, for thanks to john again, i can keep the memories in the form of pictures that he took.

so it was nice to have old frens back, such as nelson, angela, jeffery and the rest. and to stay with the rest of the brothers in the dorms, doing our nightly PT lol. squats, blanket pull up, the push up game, and the sit up game as well.

nice doing duties with samantha and gang, tok alot of crap, shout here and there, splash rubbish everywhere, and that stupid morning when the bros woke up late for breakfast duty. but over all was nice working with u guys.

not forgetting the adorable year 1's who like to tok about stuff that cant help but make u smile at times.

now who could forget the times in classes, when we all almost fell asleep, and drew so many timelines and maps can get an atlas out of it. bt it really helped in learning it.

to the preachers, u were all great and cool. preacher chin (both of them) and joseph chong and chen shen quan.

for the meals, haha it would be my last time eating theolo food lol. bt its still nice though, and somehow, i do look forward to the super unhealthy but nice butter and peanut butter combo that gave everyone alot of pimples.

the times where we got sick, but still pulled through, the weeks without handphones and internet that slowly got us used to, and the day we all graduated.

theolo, i will miss you.

may the grace of God be with u all.

yea so back to what i did after theolo.... was so super duper busy, almost having up to 2 agenda's a day and no time to do work at all.

so we went to send angela off and did super many retarded poses like trying to reach behind our backs and stuff.

hmm then came the countdown and other not really impt outings ( sorry! ) that have already been blogged about b4 this.

then was the class chalet. (will post abt this another time cos i promised i will post on class blog fis )

other stuff to blog abt act as a reminder in case i forget : OGL, open hse

haiz sch reopen liao. but also not bad la, determined to be a better student this year (for real.)

before i end this post though, i want to list a whole load of things i experienced and learned in year 2008, besides academic stuff (they are not worth putting up here). i was told when u do this you can see that the year did not pass by that fast after all.

bridge
inline skating
golf
how to improvise on piano music
guitar
breakdance
mahjhong (i dun play money though)
how to gym
how to do pull ups effectively
how to play house of the dead quite pro-ly
how to edit HTML for blog
japanese : )
how to appreciate manga
to play initial D 4
how to fold sampan
how to do coin tricks
added 3 new pen tricks to my collection
how not to dota like a noob anymore
how to play audition
how to not to be a noob in gunz
how to cs properly
how to cheat in neopets lol
choke ball
how to shoot 3 pointer basket ball effectively
where the nicest places in singapore are
how to fix the system error in computers
how to play piano duets
many new jokes
and many other stuff by which i cannot remember

well so have a good year ahead people! jia you for all those taking a levels!

its nice.

sorries and thanks.

2009-01-04T22:14:00.004+08:00

keep dragging the post about the sports club chalet and the theolo, and cant really find time to do them, cos have been really really busy, also jus came back from class chalet. wa the things to post really too much le. tmr still have to wake early for OGL training. lol.

so i shall do the sports club one now.

since the pics have all been accidentally deleted from hiumin's camera, guess i have to make do with words this time. or maybe i shall just say sorries and thanks, cos i think i really owe it to some people. shall not elaborate on what happened in the chalet, cos kinda like no more time le. shall just keep it for memories sake.

as the organiser, i would like to say sorry to a few people fis.

firstly, i want to extend my apologies to both my obs mates and the sports club people. i should have known better than to invite two huge groups who do not know each other into the same place, further more it was a sports club chalet. so on account of the "leng qi" of both sides, im sorry.

secondly, i would also like to apologise to everyone about the bbq. i did some last minute shopping on the day itself, and was not able to buy sufficient food due to lack of cash haha. so sorry that there was not enough food and u guys had to stick to eating unmarinated chicken wings lol.

now i would like to thank some people who made this chalet possible

thanks to xu hao, for paying for alot of stuffs like the drinks and for planning the night cycling route, it was physically challenging, but the night air was nice, had never cycled so much at night before. must have been hard on yer since u tried the route b4 also.

thanks to bryan and yang heng for helping out so much in the BBQ cooking all the time and helping me start the fire. you were a good sport.

thanks to jin yi for bringing ur whole stack of ps2 games and that digimon game, totally brought me back to my child hood when i was fis playing it : ) [ i used to be crazy over that game in the past]. playing it again brought back many memories. ( yea i can be so sentimental )

thanks to the obs ppl who came down though

thanks to carissa and ming hui for helping so much in the BBQ also

thanks to ying ying that her IC came in handy

and thanks to Darren for helping me jiao dai the obs ppl while i was busy

finally, thanks ma for lending me the money to hold the chalet, and running around to check in with me on that day. will try to pay the food back, getting my part time pay soon : )

hmm so now dats done, maybe i can start doing some homework. cos if i dont do i will be kicked out of OGL? sian zi puah.

best mom ever.

auld lang syne

2009-01-01T12:51:00.002+08:00

happys 2009 everyone.

yesterdays countdown was great : )
the fireworks was awesome : )
this years going to be splendid : )

yesterday was history,
tomorrow is a mystery
todays a gift, thats why is called the present.

amazing grace.

2008-12-27T11:39:00.009+08:00

haha finally back from 3 weeks theolo. hah bt now abit tired cos have been staying up until quite like like 2-3 plus and waking up like at 8. so now no mood to really post long abt it and as well as sports club chalet. gosh so long ago already. so will just post about wad i did when i came back.

after theolo stayed back one more night with the rest. quite fun as we stayed up till quite late, playing guitar and other games and as well as toking crap. there are quite alot of pics (credits to john our marvellous photographer) but i seriously lazy to go download the big DSLR files, then upload. will take ages. bt thanks john for preserving our memories in DSLR quality!

the next day went to send ppl off, jeffery, debbie, esther and joyce. this one i feel like uploading cos its not really random.

priceless tradition.

a pic worthy of album art.

may God be with u always lol budget terminal. (looks like we are overseas rite?)

heh after which went for dinner with childhood frens near the flyer. they removed the walls blocking the F1 pit so now can walk on the track itself. the whole place was really cool at night. i especally like the jetty.

over looking the city skyline, with the lights from the upcoming IR. with a unilluminated view of the sea. priceless. but too bad my hp phone can only takeplaces with lights. so this was the best one.

so we just sat down at the jetty and alked about young times. so cool la. childhood really is important. all the more better if you have friends to share it with you.

also went ice skating with cousins. heh, looks like roller blading training in sports club helped. its so cool, to go at high speeds with little effort. the gliding feeling rocks.

next day went to the marina barrage (thanks for the company :] ) its also another beautiful place in singapore. the breeze and the view was awesome, and a perfect place to view the sunset and tok cock.

never knew spore so nice eh?

as we watched the sun set, the city came to life.

so yea dats life so far. homework almost untouched except for a essay outline which mian qiang do in theolo one.

i placed the amazing grace song, cos alot of nice songs was played during theolo, so just placed one here for kicks, and to glorify His name.

hope we can sing this standard chuch choir! work towards it!

maybe i should get a DSLR so as to preserve our memories better?

2008-12-02T16:15:00.001+08:00

hey all i will be gone for curch course for the next 3 weeks so would not be dotaing or online anytime soon. will blog abt stuff and the sc chalet wen i come back as i still have not got all the pics yet.

cya guys soon!

control the uncontrollable : )

2008-11-28T21:06:00.006+08:00

well im here to tok abt obs from 17th nov to 21st nov!

it was a really fun and tiring time and got to meet a whole group of people whom are close to a clique now! must say, 5 days was enough for a bond to be formed.

too bad since we cant bring phone to obs, there was no picture taken and we only have one pic to remind us of that event.

and that was when we did not even know most of each other yet ;(

yea so first day nothing much, except for rock climbing which was rather tiring. darn cant get to the top of the wall. bt it was rather high, around 5 stories? anyways ying ying was the only girl to make it to the top (cheater ask us to pull u up. ) gah dam lao kui.

for day 2 did some kayaking practices at camp 1. wa camp 1 much more heaven compared to camp 2 nia. wa bt we had to kayak in a dam filthy water comparable to a super dirty monsoon drain. (btw kayak is spelt same back to front). the water is oily gah and the water tastes like.... well i din even dare to swallow. did some capsizing drills and the deep water one was the worst. haha lisa and rui lin took dam long cos i did not notice that their kayak was stuck on my kayak and had a long time rescuing them. from fisrt grp to last :(

we also had some jetty jumping its qute fun except i landed face first and was quite pain eh. also had some cool confidence tunnel thing, wa it was dam shoik to feel how it is to be blind and be stuck in a tunnel with the rest of ur other blind frens. maybe that was wad brought us together.

next day was sea expedition. nothing to say only very sian and disappointed. bt managed to finish it though, and went to the very "romantic" campsite near the beach.

the next day was land expedition and thanks brian for being the orange peeler. went up to the quarry to look and it was super nice la. shouted all sorts of nonsense and we could hear it echo back.

did alot of self reflection and leadership building skills bt the funniest thing was the joharis window model, where ur grp mates have to write good and bad things abt u. (one good one bad each). wen i took mine back came across a rather funny comment, for the negative side of me : )

lol. (i think i know who wrote it) and pls ying ying im not dirty minded ok its u all who started the dirty jokes in the first place! : )

after reaching mainland we went to play cs and it turned out to be quite fun! jeremy cs pro liao la. and yue an turned out to be quite good cs player for a girl. as for me, i jus take shot gun and camp lo. sry cs noob here.

more outings pls new found obs mates!

time travel

2008-11-26T21:55:00.007+08:00

well just back from cca chalet and had a rather fun and enjoyable time there. (sorry obs mates!) will blog more about it as soon as i get the pics.

in the mean time just wanted to share with u something i read today. well came back after cca and decided to on comp (as always) but this time, i did something different (instead of dotaing like many of u would have expcted). i went to wikipedia and started reading some interesting physics stuff. (nope im still not a mugger) it all began wen i heard about stephen hawkins and his brilliant mind so decided to take a look at some of his theories for kicks. and since i did not know whr to look, wikipedia came into mind.

i came across this article, about time travel, and it offered loads of cool ideas on how to travel through time. though they kept explaining things like if u travel at the speed of light then come back you would have aged less, i still cant really understand it (not that i want to).

yea so after reading the whole thing ( i din actually read i jus browse though) i came across this last sentence.

Another factor is that for all the time travel devices considered under current physics (such as those that operate using wormholes), it is impossible to travel back to before the time machine was actually made.[41][42] (wikipedia, article on time travel)

and i felt kinda sad after reading it u know. ( i wonder if u all did too) its like all the things that you have done is really done, and there is no way u can go back and relieve it. i had alot of activites this week and would really like to relieve them again, but as the statement said, we cant.

for the people who also felt sad after reading the sentence as well, its kinda funny how we know that time has passed and we cant relieve it again, but only feel sad about it only when we read about it. perhaps it was me, reading about time travel, and making it so real, thinking that somehow, in the future u can visit ur past again, and thus splash u with cold water with that last sentence.

well i guessed wads passed is past , and we should all live on.

17th birthday!

2008-11-22T21:22:00.007+08:00

ah sry akf too long cos went to outward bound singapore! it was really fun and tiring but will blog about it another day.

well back to my birthday a week back. thanks to all the 20 plus people who sent me smses and emails wishing me! (surprisingly xinyi was the first) thanks all who remembered! u will all be in my hearts for time to come!

bt the ones i must thank most for making my day is none other than the dear 2708. they were the best.

after my exco meeting in sch i went to meet up with them to watch madagascar 2 (it opened on my birthday!). it was a really funny show u all should go and watch it. then afterthat took pics in front of the cinema lol.

during the credits. (they gave me an adidas shoebag thanks!)

well just wen i was abt to go back and have dinner they suddenly told me that edmund, jasmine, kerby, xr and jj were on the way to meet us. hmm ok then decided to have dinner with them. ( sorry had to pangseh iy for dinner 2708 asked me out first sorry! )

jasmine and edmund actually pon their cca training just to come la. wa so touched then wen they arrived they sang a song for me , in the middle of the vivo square so cool : )

supposed to go to some resturant to eat but it was very crowded so we decided to da pao and eat at the stairs at the vivo square! like dat also easier to talk cock rather than sitting in a rectangle table and be only able to chat to the one sitting next and the side of u. took loads of pics in the process.

lol ths pic was taken 4 times cos jon dam kiasu. the public photographer mus be pek cek lol.

after that edmund and kerby disappeared for dam long then later came back with an ice cream cake! edmund is usually dam stone and dis enthu about everything and seeing him suddenly become enthu, for ur birthday somemore really makes u feel touched.

so went back to swensens becos ed forgot to buy knife and we ate there and took alot of pics still.

thank you 2708 for making the day so special.

here are some pics.

" one of the advertisments in the cinema was about adidas and how adi will have made something special for u in ur life. in this case, adi made something for me to remember my precious friends forever. "

also recieved alot of other cool gifts, like a lava lamp from my uncle, and an electronic english dic from my auntie thathas alot alot of functions and many more. gosh thanks alot!

they sang it 5 times. i counted. cos every song was special.

2008-11-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me, jia ying, gladys and azriel! its nice to have friends that have the same birthday as you! and friends who remember them are even more special.

tribute to PW.

2008-11-12T18:18:00.011+08:00

long time since i posted but must say something for the record.
Project Work is over and History!

ya so its been 8 months of deprived sleep, tons of drafts, and rehersals, one whole ink cartridge of printing, fustration and meetings, leading up to the OP (oral presentation) part of our project.

had many rehersals and finally our group pulled it off very well for the resentation part, surprisngly every single thing went well. ( ok maybe except for louis Q and A part) and im actually abit confident that we all can get A. must be the wonderous support we gave one another before stepping up in front of the teachers, whispering "Jia You." at every opportunity avaliable.

PROJECT NOOB WOULD HAVE BEEN NOTHING WITHOUT THESE PEOPLE.

from left to right:

Jasmine : wonderful juggler between her trainings and PW!

Me: who else?

Oswell : supreme ideas for our game and our animator!

Jon : wonderful entertainment + jokes!

Louis : the one we can all trust!

im not going to miss pw, however im going to miss our meetings that we all had these past few months and the funny gossip sessions we all had. from the gpp stayover at my grandma's till the last op rehersal at zhao qin's house, it has started and ended in the best way.

NOOB! (NO-Online-Bullying!)

"yer all are the best, its been a pleasure working with u all."

yea so kudos to pw and back to the present. haha

as mentioned b4 our last op rehersal was a combined rehersal with zhao qins group. haha dam fun la, ended up playing more than rehersal. ( it always happens ) did loads of silly stuff, but broke one of zq's bottles. oops. super sorry zq.

yea so after op we all went for the healthy lifestyle carnival at Kallang. haha fis went to try out some rodeo simulation and got injured -.- healthy indeed. its super difficult to hold on la. ppl go up, and 5 sec later got thrown off le. i managed at best to hold on for about 30 sec, then still go thrown off. to get a chop, we need to hold on for 1 min??? imba la.no one ever got the chop. scraped my leg real bad and cant do much of the other activities. sian. wad a starter.

zhi jian got thrown off as well. super crazy la the (fake) bull.

wanted to play some soccer but it had to be all girls or all guys team. and since joer din come the girls had one lack. and the guys who were playing were too gosu le cnfm play aginst them sure die.

anyways, it was a fun time.

hmm also cip is drawing to a close. haha had fun though, and even watched the other people build some green robot.

also had a plesant surprise from damian who actually treated me to a movie and cake as he could not make it for my birthday. so cool la. thanks alot damian! for the card as well!

next went to kallang leisure centre for another dinner wit my relatives. wa the place super glam la. and the food quite nice also.

ps. my baby cousin is super cute la. one look at him and u cnfm become padeophile.

b4 cca today was with jason and he was looking at our class play basket ball, and he said " wa ur class so swang everyday play basket ball, my class not like dat. " and made me think, im actually in quite a bonded class. rarely do you see classes that go out and eat together as a group, and play sports together. even though the majhority are guys, the girls are still mix around with us. its more like a class cum clique. and im thankful for that.

we started some pokemon card craze and we all brought our cards and played. kinda reminds me of sec sch wen we started the gameboy craze.

"some say sometime or rather you have to grow up, but we think its OKTO remain young forever."

and next is the dota fever! we now have enough players (10!) to play an in house 5 v 5 match! haha even xiao rong is learning how to play dota. aim for next years dota comp ppl!

basket ball craze and neopets craze are also some of the other craze that our class is into now.

i just wanted to stand up and clap.

you can bet i will win it.

2008-11-03T20:18:00.003+08:00

yea so just finished my chinese A level and i dun feel much for it. its mroe of like in the middle of everything ba. just hope can get a B.

so b4 the exam tired to ?study chinese? with old xinmin frens. haha bt ended up being more of a reunion instead. dam funny la keep toking cock and koping the tables of mac.

well then had 2 sessions of pool with 2708, not bad even thou i nv play for dam long still have the touch.

went to watch HSM 3 after chinese A level and wa its tok cock la, we kept laughing wen they suddenly started singing. bt i think the cheorography kinda cool.

well op coming up finally hit an ee man. good luck to all taking op and jia you project NOOB.!

can i have this last hit?

sit back relax and enjoy your burned holidays.

2008-10-25T21:54:00.010+08:00

well it was really crazy time after the promos and my mind was kinda preoccupied with a naggy, uneasy feeling but now it has ben taken off my chest and im eady to blog! (once again). since there were so many things that i may nt recall of them, i will keep each event short and sweet. for after this i have to go post on the class blog as well, ( no choice i did promise them ) .

yea so going back where we left off, was our class sandcastle building @ east coast park. wa that day very hot and sunny la lucky i broght my sunglass. ya so we all went about building our sandcastles, my group did not know wad to build so we decided to try out randoming stuff and in the end we built some benzene ring thingy and gave some crappy reason to the counsellors so they had to accept our design.

i do not have the full group photo. anyone has pls send me!

yea after that, dunno for wad reason someone became emo which eventually affected the mood of everyone (shows how close we are eh heheh). but soon it cleared off and we went to watch painted skin. gosh it was a waste of time. and money. the bgm and graphics stank. and the story line. too bad im no fan of romance movies, but even if i was, i dont think i would have liked it much also anyways.

follwing wihich the next few days in sch was all about pw. and dotaing in class.

then during jon's birthday we went down to pizza hut to celebrate it. dam sian we waited dam long for kerby to get the cake, and when he finally came we all pang seh him and began to eat first so he did not have a share of our party pizza.

his button flew out and be was rather worried about it lol.

few days later got caught for long hair :( wanted to keep it to beyond my nose till next year. gah. so me, os and zj had to go cut. we went to j8 in hope of going to the hair salon oswell recommended, but it was closed... and zj had to rush back for hockey training so we had to choing. (the darn pe dept wanted us to get it cut in that day) gosh so we wandered around looking for another hair salon to get our hair cut. there were many, but wa, all over 25 bucks like dat. sorry im no rich man's kid. in the end, though super reluctant, we went to QB house, hoping that the ppl there will cut nicely for once. we were wrong. wa, the aunti still had the cheek to comb my hair super flat and curl it to one side and say like that then nice. i said " ya ya nice nice" but stood up and immedieately brushed it up. zj asked for spike, but the aunti cut flat instead. grrrr. no more QB ever. and EC also. no more.

guess wad. we went back, the teacher did not accept it..... =.= wasted money and had a stupid hair cut. dammit. we had no choice but to ask our dear classmates to cut for us lol.

but not bad lei. at least not as straight as i tot i would be.

hmm after that was the WR nightmare. stayed up countless nights with my group mates just to perfect it. gah but it seems it loves us too much to part with us. 3 CD's were sent back to us for re burning after the deadline. gah. nvm.

thou never got sick feaver for a few years le, but this time, with 5 consecutive days of only 3 hours of sleep, countless times of running in the rain then boarding an aircon bus, drinking expired tea, and constant problems being hurled at me, wa finally my body totally ta boleh tahan le. bcame dam shag and almost fainted during cca. haha tried to be enthu during the cut cake session due to a new member joining our club, wa but in the games part, almost vomited. so ended up sleeping at the side bench haha. not considered ponning cca ok.

best part was our class going to sentosa.wa haha woke up early and ate prata with ben. then later choing there only to realise that we are early. as always. so went over and decided to play some soccer first.

play abit then got some ah longs (i think) come over and challenge us wa quite scary huh. got tatoo one ok. and beer. so we played against them and had a two goal lead, but tio pawn like dog in the end. jus not good enough.

then later they challenge us to basket ball. haha tio pawn again.

we then decided to take a dip instead, and play some sea catching lol. the ahlong once again come back and disturb us by telling the girls he peed in the water. just when some water went down my throat. burrrp. we also formed some cool circle of trust thingy where we all held hands and floated. looks rather cool.

but we kept dragging each other down.

haha also got one time ben came out of the water, levis stlye, and we all began making a joke out of it. dam funny sia. too bad he din want me to post his pic here. overall, had a really good time, and looking forward to the many more class outings to come.

we rule the world.

op was not bad, just that sometimes i can speak fluently but sometimes i jus screw up. hah but im going to make sure my whole group gets ee liao. more practices man.

just yesterday went for vertical training with saha and os. wa but super sway, run for only 5 sec, then some guy threw a chair out of the class and i tripped over it, spraining my knee in the process. sian diao. tired to climb stairs still and bear with the pain, but after the 7th round i gave up. too pain and tiring liao. wonder how edmund does 20 everytime. gosh too sway le.

into learning the guitar and more new pop songs on the piano, hope to pick up harmonica soon i think its really sexy the sound it makes. and more dota please, i wana become gosu one day!

well it was really a wonderful time after promos mixed with difficult times as well, but we all got through it. and to those who are in danger of retaining, i will be keeping u all in my prayers and hoping each day that u all will promote. dont break off from us, its a painful feeling that will last in the heart.

you all can do it! go make all yer dreams come true.

dota over posting

2008-10-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

i know i said i would post today but was engrossed over dota and preoccupied over editing the class blog. but rest assured i havnt quit blogging.

its not over (second hand serenade)

2008-10-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

My tears run down like razorblades

And no, I'm not the one to blame

It's you, or is it me?

And all the words we never say

Come out and now we're all ashamed

And there's no sense in playing games

When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights

I lose my sense of wrong and right

I cry, I cryIt's shaking from the pain that's in my head

I just wanna crawl into my bed

And throw away the life I led

But I won't let it die,

but I won't let it die

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart

Don't say this won't last forever

You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart

Don't tell me that we will never be together

We could be, over and over

We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart

Don't say this won't last forever

You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart

Don't tell me that we will never be together

We could be, over and over

We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over

Unless you let it take you

It's not over, it's not over, it's not over

Unless you let it break you

It's not over

thanks oswell for making secondhand serenade my one of my fav band.

hope i can continue roaming with the sheeps.

i have been way too arrogant.

sorry.

happy post children's day!

2008-10-02T20:42:00.005+08:00

abit late on the posting though exams were over, but im so glad its over.

well the day after the promos 2708 went for kbox! lol had the most woderful time there lol. me and zhi jian sang all the super high song and we kept shouting. heck if we zhao xia. dun care. just shout. wa and jon. he is the ultimate la. sing until super funny until xiao rong wanted him to stop singing so we could breathe lol.

no air no air! LOL!

the day after that had to go for a choir fellowship with the bandung choir. i know its my fault bt was informed of it super later lols. gah looked like my schedule after promos is packed.

dam sian comp spoil after promos so have to use the laptop and mus share with my bro. i tried to fix it the whole weekend and it was the most tiring thing i ever did. the problem is not solved and for my IT savvy frens, im doing a repair install for my windows XP and the thing just stops moving at the 35 min mark when they said "installing devices." i read forums and they said that it has something to do with deleting .inf files bt im not sure how to do it. if any of u can help i would be eternally greatful to you. it has gone on for a week le.

had to go back for my first cca lesson in 3 weeks just to act as some backstage crew. lol had to keep walking up and down the stage to recieve fake prizes so the teachers can time the timing for the real thing for the j2's. gah i want that 4 hours of my life back.

ah and now for the op part of the dreaded subject. contary to the other sections, this is actually the most fun. yesterday oswell, jasmine, jon and louis came my house to do rehersal. and jon once again did something dam funny. he took all the time magazine and placed it on my bed, saying that he wanted to practice eye contact. ( the pic is with jasmine mus get from her soon) the way he did it was super ROFL. well the op went fine, and our first practice today went pretty well!

tmr going to sand castle building. hope to have anothergood time.

DOTA REMATCH WITH 17/08 CANNOT LOSE AGAIN!!!

i so wanna get past the comp issue.

exam woes.

2008-09-15T21:26:00.005+08:00

jus did finish some maths and even solved the imba apgp question (to me at least). so feel quite shoik. but also feel sian becos exams are coming. and why im sian is becos i know im in danger of failing two subjects, chem and econs.

econs is just something i cant get it. its just like social studies. well heck i will admit, i once submitted an almost identical copy of a model essay answer from a book for one of my assignments, and i got a lowly 5 marks out of 10. its like wth? sometimes i think its the marker see face (or in the case if the teacher dosent know your face, then is see name one). if your face or your name dosent sound like a goody goody econs student with the words ceteris or paribus in your name, then give you a just pass marks immedieatly. and i think see handwriting also. ( i also dunno why but i purposely write nicely for econs yet i still get low.) yea so its like you can write 3 pages and get only 3 marks.

now for chemistry.

its like trying to make simple things complicated. and making small stuff look big. very big. until it takes some stupid shape with some 3d model. and yea if i dont stop trying to name organic stuffs, i would just look at my child one day:

"hmm there is 3 eyelashes more on the 2nd eye, so i shall name it 2,3-tri-eyelash-boy-ene."

seriously la i dont see why so small things have so long names. and usually when one finds something unecessary, it would be hard to study the topic. and i cannot tahan energetics. its only for people who want to make bombs.

"wow sodium chloride and hydrochloric acid gives off 100 kj of energy! let me kope some salt and some acid from the chem lab!"

i think the young osama was a chem genius. but since i have no intention of blowing up two buildings, it is again unecessary.

yea so dats what i have to say so far.

oh and one more word.

sian.

wake me up when september ends.

2008-09-12T18:23:00.003+08:00

i finally know how much i have to catch up in a week. and its quite alot. gah and the darn maths test on mon screws up my study plan. gosh so i guess while im typing this and still thinking of dotaing with the rest, i would have to pack up soon and study for real.

serious headache due to alot nonsense happening, so i hope everything will be ok by the end of sep man. and hope i dun fall sick by promos. to be serious im kinda scared.

so good luck to all those in aj having promos, to all my other frens from other jc as well, and to all having exams as well.

i wanna go obs. i need my nyaa gold!!!

class birthday. 27 august (2708)

2008-09-04T21:59:00.006+08:00

well putting aside all that has happened, i shall continue recording the events that will be kept dear to me.

its a custom in anderson junior college (at least those from classes 01-31/08) to celebrate their corresponding "class birthday" on the respective dates.hence, our class birthday was on 27th august, which also happened to be one of our class leader's (kerby!) birthday. so double the reason to celebrate! we went to novena to celebrate with a steam boat buffet. haha so i purposely staved myself b4 that, and me, louis and oswell began our eating frenzy lol. bt they are really good. though they seem like cannot eat alot, wa they ate much more than me with their plates after plates of barbecue beef. shocking

oswell nearly vomited after trying to swallow 3 huge beef slices.

yea so all in all it was a fun time. here is our table. (pity the whole class cant sit together.)

despite some of our differences, i would not have any other class than this.

yea and after the olyimpics started, and singapore won the first silver medal in table tennis, the school has been crazy about playing it. (ok so our class started it while the rest followed.) good thing i know how to play so can play with some of the proer people, bt sometimes still get trashed.

when can we finally play together?

after which came a whole array of buffets. the next one was my ah ma's birthday in a japanese resturant. ragh kope all the best sushies (is this the pural form for sushi? cos sushis and sushii does not sound right)

next had high tea at marrot hotel. wa ate until dam full.sian must go chiong running or else later gain weight. bt hooray i can actually once in a while afford 10 pull ups le. (i know still kinda noob bt i increase from 2 to 10 in 4 months lei not bad le).

nows the school holidays so went out wif fren to study a few times and noticed the nasty kiasu habits of library people. they queue way b4 the library opens and rush in once the door opens to kope a table. haha bt nothing beats snuggling in a corner to study. (ok maybe nv study much bt who cares anyway) at least i can answer to myself that i did study during this "study break".

had the last session for my inline skating and did some crazy stuff like skating down slopes, (its surprisingly difficult) and some cool stopping moves. so anyone free or wants to learn skating can go wif me to east coast park to learn lo. over all, the whole session was fun can cant wait for the video that was taken to come out.

and the weather is really having mood swings. hopefully i dont get sick b4 promos.

and to all my dear friends who are sick due to the rain or other reasons, get well soon!

optimism is indeed a powerful thing.

shit.

2008-08-31T00:07:00.002+08:00

alot alot of shit happened the past few days (just when im about to post) and i think i can die or vomit blood. when you fall down, you fall down hard. while friends and parents are just insensitive that you are having a bad day and they make it worse with their useless comments. my fake face is wearing off soon. and some people just take the chance when you are feeling down and do something funny. well, lucky im mentally spent. or i think its over for u man.

and above all, there is always some stupid guai lan person in dota that never fails to piss people off. joeljoeljoel, you better not let me see u again.

national day cum olympics!

2008-08-13T20:58:00.006+08:00

slacking on the posting, but also partly due to my class service learining project that is to plan the national day programme for the college, and also had to go for many unecessary trainings for the connect singapore (a nation wide event, we did not plan it ) so was really busy and could not do much posting. shall blog about what we did eh.

well besides many of the trainings i had to go together with jasmine, zhi jian, zhao qin, louis, joerh, justin and shi xiong, part of our project also involved us collecting new water. so me and a few other guys went to collect it at the new water plant. (at least thats what i think it is.) the ride at the back of the truck was really fun (and bumpy)

way too cool.

ah so on that day itself was treated to a wonderful concert, with actual talent performing this time (unlike in xinmin where totally cmi.) and a cool acapella group from havard came down also! so cool sia.

so after that we had to go on to the main event which was the connect singapore, and it was quite a mess, because the teacher suddenly dismiss them. actually the whole thing was kinda poorly planned cos there is no way one person can handle 250 people.getting them to connect hands and saying the pledge is almost impossible unless u have the enthu of some freak. (which in this case, i don't.) managed to make them hyped up but cant get them to say the pledge at the same time. bt anyway, at least it was not screwed up.

class 25 (not my class) singing umbrella while playing with umbrellas.

have many other pics, but lazy to upload all.

so after the whole thing we went to play pool, but not after saluting all the teachers that went past the school gate.

so that was about it for our national day. (olympics opening was really cool!)

the week after that was full of nonsense again, but im still loving everybit of it.

oo and inline sakting is quite fun.

owed.

2008-07-28T20:21:00.010+08:00

due to some busy stuff and some nonsense trash that i had to clear up before my heart could settle for some blog posting. my blog shall never post any lame emo stuff so i shall skip and delete the unhappiness and move on to record the happy memories. since more than 3 weeks has passed since i last posted, i can only remember a few stuff but not everything.

well the last thing i can remember was our sports club farewell to our teacher danny tan. so cool he treated us to swensens. with a large budget of 300 bucks! gosh for only 17 people. kinda much for a snack eh. was bloody cold there and i couldnt really bear to eat the earthquake i had to share with bryan, kelvin, jin yi, huimin and danny tan. so cold i nearly got brain freeze. gosh he still hasnt sent me the photos for this one so guess i will have to skip it.

mr chu also left, ( our dear gp teacher who plays dota with us ) but he gave us some expired japanese cookies before he left. ( we would be still in touch with him though) here is what happened to them.

i doubt he cares anyways. haha looks like the joke of giving us expired stuff has falled on him. we made wonderful movies with them still though. see if i can upload them soon.

next thing i can remember was our outing to OCS (some officer cadet school ) very cool, we got to see all the guns and even fire some of them. though im not really intrested in becoming an officer anyways. but im really intrested in using the battle rifle. looks dam chio anyway. oh tried some of their dog food andit actually tastes nice. played with face paint also and hail our zhao qin with the master pose.

on the contrary, he wasnt posing for the pics. we were all staring at the smoke grenade when this picture was taken.

next was our class outing to j8 to watch redcliff with mr chu. dang the movie was rather boring (especially for the nonsense guzheng part that lasted for ages). and mr how even said he fell asleep. but i have to admit the fighting scenes were nice. after that went to some cafe cartel again for some cheap dessert. (mr chus all time lobang)

finally know wad our cca is doing. they are training us to become sports instructors. that sounds good anyways. so we had to go down to st nicholas girls school to teach them tchouk ball (pronounced as choke ball), guess it was kinda fun. too bad they cant play the full game unlike us. the full game is much more fun.
loved to see little children fight. reminds me of the childhood of my childhood. after that we went to ajisun to eat some ramen. talked alot, and laughed abit, and boy was the ramen nice. glad i brought some extra cash.

the next day went to watch dark knight with our 7 other class ppl ( some lamer called it bright day and had us stone for awhile b4 laughing. then suddenly dim afternoon and opaque evening came out. rofl) EDMUND had to go choose jubilee of all places and we ended up paying more when could have used my card and watch cathay instead. super cold la glad i wore jeans. pity the girls who wore sleeveless and skirts. paying 1.50 to go into a freezer is not worth it ok EDMUND! after that supposed to play pool with mr chu and the rest but was full (as always) so we went to play arcade first instead. woots me and louis went to 5th stage on one credit for the first time. not bad eh. so went to play pool, and sank in a black ball b4 going home. (the winning shot ok, not the bomb)

ah just yesterday was at the traffic jam street party with damian, he won tickets to it. daughtry came to perform man and everything was so hyped up that my ears was numb after the whole event was over. really cool to see drunk americans dancing. not only for a laugh, but to see how open they can be.

breakforce crew drummers are the best. wanna learn drumming someday.

well thats all i can remember so far, and hope the weeks to come will be better.

im so sorry. hope that incident will not affect anything and i promise i will make up for it.

2008-07-21T20:18:00.001+08:00

not that i dont want to post, but everything is coming more and more... dunno how to say luh.

its like, after i fix a situation, another one comes along.

5 in a row so far. i dare not dream what would happen next.

will keep stuff posted soon.

(gosh over 18 days !)

well no news is good news.

2008-07-04T21:45:00.010+08:00

got back my exams slip, and can say "ya la i knew it would be like dat." expected grades, nothing really unexpected. but at least passed all so far. (if u take into account the 45% passing grade).

last sunday met up with caroline and gang at plaza. celebrated faruq birthday at swensens and was really high laughing at old jokes and telling new lame ones. feels great catching up with each other. here is the gift we bought for him. super paiseh forgot to take put the price tag.

after that went to the istana park and took loads of pics. dont really have all the pics sent to me yet so if any of u guys have the pics, pls pls send me!

supposed to have gone back to play a dota game with mr chu (my general paper teacher ) but was so tired when i got back that i fogone the game. heard from my friends that played with him that it was a really fun game.

well my brother finally restrung the guitar, but its still kinda out of tune. haha trying to learn the canon chords.

everyday at sch now its a tradition for my class boys to do pull ups. aiming for gold next year!

watched get smart and wanted this week. was really funny show for get smart, and wanted is one of the coolest nc 16 shows. should watch both of them.

went to the flyer on sunday for seafood dinner. yummmmm. the flyer looks real nice at night. wanna sit it soon. just dont really have the time yet eh lol.

yooyuball craze between me, oswell and zhi jian. haha im the last among them i just dont have the patience to keep on playing like the geeks.

sadly, kerby's mother passed away this week and out of concern, the whole class went down to see him at his mom's wake. though he looks indifferent, im sure he is feeling really, really sad inside. my heart goes out to him.

ooo and edmund showed us a really cool and stupid game on the zinc play forum. laughed really loud and couldnt stop laughing after that. he also introduced to us a la travita song and we have been blasting the dumb song at recess ever since, and disturbing the rest of the school. imagine, three handphones playing the song at the same time, u can actually hear it at the other end of the canteen.

had cca farewell to the seniors yesterday, after months of planning then they suddenly change our plan. sigh being in the exco is tough. so had our AGM, then had dinner and then went to play captains ball. was very fun, but i early game tio injured then canot run can only jump. sigh. after that went to AMK to play pool with xu hao, kelvin, bryan, yang heng, yun yang, zhi wei, jinyi, huimin and grace. thank goodness xu hao brought his card so we had the piority table. had quite a fun time playing though i had a headache problem halfway through. nvm. i may try to persuade the teachers to allow pool as our next sport.

ooo and my pw FINALLY got accepted! hi five to oswell, jasmine, jon and louis!

well thats all i can remember out of the whole busy week, kinda slacking on the photo taking job but will take more pics in the future. haha maybe becos im having so much fun. well, its after the exams anyway. but must not slack. all the way to a levels!

exams sian.

2008-06-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

been a long time since i posted. hahah partly due to the exams. exam just over today, so after a few rounds of dota finally came to post.

no pics to put up this 2 weeks, haha partly due to my fault. kinda busy studying. yea becos i never listen in school one always so kind scared i will stone at the paper without knowing a dam thing to do. i always liked to do this.

ok since i have nothing much to blog about, i shall crap abit and maybe tell u all my studying pattern.

i go school is to catch up on my sleep and clean my ears by letting things go through one and out the other. home work to me is just for me to practice my handwriting. so is lecture notes. jus words copying and no understanding at all. so whenever teachers ask me a question i would just have to think on the spot or maybe whisper to some of my nearby buddies and ask them how to do. unfortunately most in my class also like to clean their ears only, so most of them also dunno how.

well like dat if i sit for the exams i sure tio 0 marks.

dats why i study. becos i dont want to get 0. jc is really wicked. if u never study at all almost impossible to get even a single mark. i shall give the maths exam as an example.

all those questions with one mark are those super hard questions that differs the good from the bad, and the one mark is to tell u to skip if u cant do it. yea so no help for the one mark there.

as for the two marks question, i used to think it was just two steps, but i think it means using both your brains. its also like the one mark question, to tell u that u wont lose much by skipping it.

for the 3-4 marks question, its those that test ur basics in a really wicked way like asking u to differentiate a function, with ln, trigo and exponential in it and forcing u to use the dreaded quotient rule. if u never study the quotient rule, sure die right?

i dont think i need to say for the 5-7 marks. those are to kill u in fustration.

oh and if u think u can scan through all ur tutorials and they would set questions similiar to it, think again. they set all those gay questions that are purposely not found in ur tutorial. and the worse part is they expect u to do it.

if u thought ECF (error carry forward) was invented to save u, think again. taking advantage of this, the teachers set a question with 10 over parts to it, imprinting it with over 13 marks, and make the first part a very important part. like asking u to find a constant for an equation. and the worse part is that they make it impossible to solve. then after that, u cant do any of the other question.

so dats why i must study. if not i sure ggfied. actually i only go though the basics only, like how to differentiate and stuff, then go train my mind to think out of the box by playing stragety games. (haha lame excuse right). but actually it is quite true. by playing these games u can think in the mind of the teacher then u can tell what they want u to look out for, so u can find the pattern quite easily.

well, dats all i have for the moment. oh and last week evengilism was successful haha after months of training. must thank God.

well, now is after exams, and looking forward to a great week ahead!

cross fingers.

2008-06-14T13:22:00.006+08:00

posting after so long.... yea its becos i,(and my pw group) have been up to our necks in finishing our gpp, which happens to be the last one not to be accepted yet. ok ill admit, we really were pusing everything to a later date. i repeat, pushing everything to a later date, NOT slacking. cross fingers that this time it would be accepted, and hopefully my st would have found out who mr brown is. ( yes, my pw subject tutor DOES NOT KNOW WHO MR BROWN IS. so we kinda could not use him as an example in our gpp as she thought it was some unknown person.)

well this week, and the past week was quite filled with activities as well, so much that i forgot to take pics! haiz hopefully i can remember everything.

ok shall start with my first radio show. really cool man, though it was not professional, thanks to damian who taught me how to say stuff the DJ way lol.yea really cool cant wait for my second one. by the way there would be a repeated broadcast of my show on the last sunday of this month, same time at 11pm.

after which went to facilitate my church camp for those youngsters, right after running back from a gpp meeting. (see i told u i would never slack!) yea me and samantha was supposed to station a "find the difference"game. basically we let the kids see the items in the room for a few minutes, then chase them out, then change a few items, then bring them back in and let them find the differences. we were very jian. changing all the nitty gritty details that i think only people like hansel would be able to find. here are some things we changed. it was so funny watching the kids trying to find and pointing out different stuff and we sat there laughing. especially after the stupid thing joseph did.

like changing where this red clip was clipped on.

how about changing the direction of this green clip found on a high ledge?

after that went to the library to play a little dota with azriel and some wow as well. heh. really funny dat can level so fast.

hmm on wed went to watch kong fu panda with zhi jian and nicholas and liangjie. really funny show, one of the few that made me laugh. really worth watching if ya got nothing to do. went to cip after that, was kinda late for the orientation but since im new there anyway, it did not really make a diff. cos i din know anything and cannot give reflections. hope i can get my nyaa gold! tzuling was supposed to come as well bt she had sailing and could not come, left me alone with bernerd lol. after cip supposed to go eat crab with the rest but thy changed to mac instead. and since it was really late me and bernerd decided to stay over at zheng mous house. haha really fun stayed up all night watching movies. and watched bernerd talking to his girlfriend on msn.

caught them unnoticed.

my grandma was admitted to hospital due to some stone in the intestine, but thank God the operation went well and now she is up and moving realy well. had gpp meeting earilier that day and after which met some friends to chat.

dotaed with my brother one night and totally owned him in the early game but tio trash by his buddies at the late game... gah nid to knw how to escape gang bangs.

went to collect testimonial with andrew and saw old classmates like hui shan and vidya. haha was kinda cool, also playing volleyball with them and then playing with stupid physics on andrews i phone. i phones nice, but no bluetooth. my contract ending this month wonder wad phone i should go and get. im eyeing the 5 mega pix camera one. hope my mom will sponsor some.

actually was supposed to go pooling with zhang lu and benedict, but they were busy at the last minute. heh. nvm. hopefully we could start a SIG, pooling! yea sounds like a good idea.

today went tracting at toa payoh and went to one of the tallest hdb in singapore. 40 stories! so cool la. i wanna live there in the future. right at the top. or hopefully will have a 60 storey one by the time i can buy a house. then i will rush to the top. maybe keep a parachute in my house in case got fire and cannot take lift.

almost twice the height im staying at.

oh yea went to sakura with my mom and bro on sun for some buffet. wads funny about whenever i eat buffet wif my brother is dat we always think of how we can make the resturant bankrupt. yea so we kept taking all those unagi and lamb chops (lame chops). yea in the end i think we ate more than our worth. though i could have ate more if i did not eat ban mian b4 going for the buffet.

well thats all so far. mye coming, and at least i got study abit. nex week im free from tues to thurs. ask me out to study ppl!

im sounding sooooooooo not me. no choice, cos i always sleep in lecture and have to catch up 6 months in a week. after exam, slack again.

my first show!

2008-06-07T20:17:00.001+08:00

hey sorry for the mis info, my show will be aired on 8th june at 11 pm at our chill fm website, the link to the website is under my links (visit to hear our live podcast ) that one. yea do visit to support eh?

im kinda new at this stuff so may be lousy ah pai seh.

fed up man!

2008-06-03T16:23:00.003+08:00

screw my computer man now because of some lame thing that shut down my comp when i sway sway loading my pictures inside. now pictures corrupted but cannot find a way to rescue it. there are many softwares to download, but they dont let u save unless u pay money for it. kinda sadist like. " wahaha i can save your pictures but im not going to let u hae it after i save them!" yea dat kind of sadist. so now for this week i have no pictures to post.

yea sad eh, so anyways watched two movies, iron man and indiana jones. iron man was cool, liked the effects alot, while
indiana jones made no sense. its just too unbelievable.

holidays has begun but im packed to the rim with stuff like project work, cca commitments and make up tutorials. crap i dunno if i will have time to prepare for the mid year exams.

gah cant remember stuff very well without the pics to remind me. dam pissed. so yea, went down to the chill fm studio for my trial recording of my very first show, which will be aired on the 7th of june, at 11pm, do visit the chill fm blog if u happen to be free on that night yea. it was really cool.

well the last thing i can remember is that ystd went to anderson primary sch for my sl and yea kinda fun looking at small pri sch kids and playing games with them.

yea actually not much mood to blog after the photo incident but hopefully next week would not be a disaster.

chinese above gp?

2008-05-24T13:02:00.007+08:00

this week had 2 common tests. chinese and gp. horrifyingly, duno why at this stage chinese seems to be better than my gp. though i write wad i feel is a quite ok compo, i only pass by 1 mark. however chinese i anyhow spam wrong wrods also pass by 4 marks. sian. dunno how this mid year will go. just hope can pass both lo.

well last week met up for another pw meeting at woodlands. i must say i really like my pw group cos we can meet up often unlike some other group whr they cant go out due to their mothers not allowing to and thus ahve to meet up online. well after that went to play arcade and cool louis was a HOTD 4 (house of the dead) pro. hah amk friends.

i used to be addicted to it too.

wed stayed back again to do notice board, this time with much more help haha. but. the lame notice board was locked, and i cant open it! yea the in charge cant open it. so end up marvelling at the words instead.

oh yea after the gp common test i and a few other friends went to play risk at nebo. (we were supposed to eat dinner) haha dam funny, looking at andrew tio trash. he left only one army.
andrew is the red one.

hail my parents who bought me a new laptop! its cool and even has this cute game

haha dats kinda all for the week that i can remember together with alot of lame and funny things dat happened.

no, im not into busniess.

my candle lit dinner.

whoa! busy but happy.

2008-05-14T21:11:00.010+08:00

finally, owing 2 weeks of posting. hah. sometimes, i just get too busy just to even take pics. arrrrgh.

well, labour day had to rush back to church for practice, while after that ran down to orchard for gpp group work. gah i tell u arh squeeze in starbucks for 5 hours is plain no fun. luckily our group is quite close, so frequent jokes and gossips kept the spirits high.

loved the banana chocs.

actually cant remember much after that, only had alot of tests. wed had no cca, so called jin yi and hui min to stay back and help me do the notice board. really greatful to them, not many are willing to spend 4 hours with you doing such stuff. well, mostly was fun and ended up laughing at our "japanese" themed notice board. will show u guys a pic when its fully up.

hui min was so proud of her green gallery but it got rejected. felt kinda sorry. kinda.

which reminds me how sway i am. when i went to buy the stuff to do the cca notice board, popular HAD to be under renovation and threw all their stuff around for their customers to find. took 30 mins just to find double sided tape...

after that was more tests and my 2.4 run. did much better than in sec 4, haha thanks to constant training. hope to hit below 10 soon.

oo and got into my exco position for my cca finally. haha now can tekan some ppl finally.....

our gpp got rejected like some dog as we apparently did not do research dat day. haha cos none of us had a laptop so... so we had to redo the whole thing. at my grandma house. overnight. yea a camp over at my grandma house doing gpp. overnight. it was really cool and fun. jasmine kept sleeping though, but we understand haha. the rest of us were also kinda slacking on the job, so the whole thing dragged for 14 hours. our minutes are so gonna own the other groups. this really brought our group closer than we already were. hope that this will make us get our a's.

next up was mothers day. wad else could be better than giving her a photo of her young self she has never seen b4? (had to get though her old friends to get it mind you. i did not just take it from any old album). well she was surprised dats all i can say.

wont it surprise u too?

yea so the next week was full of surprises, wad i hope would happen happened. life is really getting better now adays.

lame stuff we do.

darren our pro golfer.

life is getting better than i can handle it. hope its true for u guys too!

love ya all.

quiz

2008-05-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

some quiz requested by xiao rong to do.

1. what's your name? kenneth?

2. what does your friends call you? ken lo

3. what time is it now? 10pm

4. if you could chage your eye colour, what would it be?
pink? lol

5. how many pillows do you have on your bed? 3

6. who was the last text message you send to? jin yi

7. what colour is your shirt right now? white.

8. who's the fourth person on your contact list? angela?

9. when was the last time your cried?
when we were laughing very very hard together. dat was last year though. never laughed that hard ever since.

10. what school are you in?ajc

11. do you have a crush? i crushed an insect while tying this.

12. who was the last person that made you laugh?
my bro is the only one who can make me laugh genuinely now.

13. how long is your hair? longer than most boys in my class. except kerby maybe.

14. what was the longest time you ever slept?
1 day.

15. have you seen your bestfriends cried? yea

16. what thing you cant stand? standing up in a bus after cca at 7pm.

17. what you gonna do now? answer this question.

18. would you sleep at a friend's house or have the over?
id rather have a chalet.

19. when was the alst time you scolded someone?
nah. im a kind fella.

20. would you like your friends to do this too?
no. like i said, im a kind fella. unlike one who made me waste my 10 mins of my life on this. :)

2008-05-11T11:53:00.002+08:00

kinda slacking on the posting job but will post real soon as i need to get the pics out fis... arrgh. happy mothers day to all yea.

its labour day and ive talked for hours.

2008-04-30T21:57:00.008+08:00

wa sio man. last week full of test and tutorials which i have to fnd ways and excuses to go through. at least physics spa not bad.

last last sat went for japanese beef barbecue! its super ex, but super nice man! me and my bro shared this 100 over bucks set. shoik like dog.

so go on to last saturday. first time going to the sembawang church and it was not bad. looks real cosy. oo and japhia broke her leg, and got alot of ppl to sign it. i think its kinda lame for a person who is lame (figurative).

sun had the chill fm meeting at plaza. discussed a whole load of stuf and getting real ambitious. wish us luck fellas.

my tall vanilla latte cost me 6 bucks. star bucks like rich le lo.

this week also full of test but also full of fun.

maths test not bad eh got 22 upon 30. and also went to physics enrichment for nanotech. looks like a really cool topic man. and this is us wearing the laser goggles.ownage man

then had a visit from paul two hill to our school. he apparently has released a new album, and he sang his solo to us. got his pic and his autographed cd man.pfft screw up nafa test.

he called me a nigger.

today was sports day and was kinda cool, cos my house won. yea and the cheerleading was really cool, din know yan ling went to join it also. nice cheoro yos.

haha tmr labur day, but once again, its taken up.

im sorry but the outing will have to wait ok?

i said "bring it on!"

2008-04-20T11:48:00.011+08:00

to think last week i was busy. this week that just passed and the week that will yet to come is 3 times more hectic man. pfft. still managed to squeeze everthing into my schedule. wahaha first time got schedule le.

so return back to last week. went pooling with zhang lu, benedict and zhi jian again. got trashed by zhang lu and benedict argh. gosh sometimes improvement just aint enough. after that went back for the resillence workshop. i knew it would be tiring so i brought a pillow. it couldnt beat last time when i brought a blanket to secondary school.

did some drawing also. siannz.

saturday was homecoming day! .went back with damian to DJ for the school eh.

feindish controls.

but it had to rain and the speakers were not really well, but however so, it was really fun to be able to conrtrol your very own playlist. the whole ChILL-Rex crew was there and had a really good time. also there was this dunking machine where we had to bid money to dunk teachers into the water. crazy man to dunk madam liew our principal we had to raise thousand over dollars. it was as if money grew on trees. (but actually if u think about it, money paper was made from trees.)

mr chia getting owned.

met up with old friends and the ever happy memories of their laughter. siagh i really miss xinmin i will have to admit. but leave the past to the past, and the future will be bright.

sunday went to meet the newest addition to our family! cool im 17 years older than my cousin now.

looks like bekham.

monday was back to school. something crazy happened but im not going to put it up here. supposed to be private stuff.

ah. tues is when the hectic starts. had to rush between lessons for two interviews. one was for the tailand OCIP trip. well at least the interviewer looked satisfied, i really hope i can get into the OCIP man. the second intreview was for my cca. im running for the exco position of the welfare head and was given 10 mins to ans questions. i hope i can make it as well. haha if i do my head will be full of birthdays. but that is just the way i like it.

on wed our cca was in chagre of teaching the foreign visitors singapore sports. i was put in charge of teaching them hopscotch. lol man. my chinese super lousy and i dun really know how to explain the rules luckily jia qi and hui min was there to demo. and i did not even know what the chinese name of hopscotch was. so i just said 跳方形. both the vietnam and china groups were really fun. after the whole thing we took pictures and stuff and joanne was lucky enough to take a pic with a vietnam dude. ACT SHY ONLY LA PLEASE.

still say what i never save her.

thurs was zhang lu birthday, and the moment i wish her she ask for present. whatever happened to "its the thought that counts?" lol. and after a super tiring PE, had to rush for my cca. it was our affinity race or something where we had to go to amk park and complete stations. joanne broke the bangle i gave her despite me telling it was easily broken. so i had to sacrifice mine. sigh. the things i do. and jin yi and zhi wei both pang seh me, left me to think of the cheer myself, when i had to use every of my free time left to design the notice board and think of my PI. argh. so had to think on the spot. thank God it went well. friday had to referee for the frisbee games, after rusing down from another interview, the OCIP indoneisa. huff huff. i really need to slow down. yea so me and jia ying (13th nov rox!) had to referee two games, and it was rather scary when the two teams argue. i was so busy that i did not have time to take pics. i also missed my RMA training.

the weekend did not provide any break.

sat had to rush down for flag day. sian. got lost so took taxi with zhi jian. and it hapened to be around the corner. wa flag day should be called dao day la. kena dao so many times. later rush back to church for practice for our presentation.

and now sunday. have to study for the maths test on tues. no choice i never really listen in lecture. not that im a mugger.

i wanna take a break, but physics spa is on monday and its not a piece of cake.

im going to increase traffic to my blog man.

i can finally breathe now.

2008-04-11T21:24:00.012+08:00

phew. after late nights and whole days in school, the weekends are here and i have finally time to sit down and blog. not to mention that this will take up a full hour maybe, due to some minor distractions on msn.

lets see how much i can remember. to aid my memory, i have been snapping pics, to post here of course. im still fretting over the fact that blogger is still pentium one at uploading photos, but im still going to try cos i think that no pics makes it too plain.

ok first was our mini I and E day. it was really fun and for once, i was rather entertained by the fresh new ideas that came out for once.

some gambling game.

using chemicals to make a bouncy ball. many said that my ball looked like jade.

well, this made our class bond more. hope to see more of such stuff soon.

after that, was cca, the golf session, where most of us still cant grasp it. the coach made it seem so effortless. im going to take pics of it soon.

after that was our weekly cca PT session, and as usual, after my super hiong pe, so playing frisbee again. but after that, went and celebrate the club members birthdays, and i was in charge of the cake. woo hoo.

ok the next day was supposed to be a usual day at school, but in aj and my life now, nothing is ever mundane anymore. we celebrated xiao rongs birthday and cheaply used kendricks advertisment tissues to pass the cake. lolol.

here let me credit him when its due.

later in the day (actually in the late evening) was the heats for the 400 m boys and girls of our class. mine is the 100 m one so i decided to just be a good boy and give the runners my spport. the boys came in second for the heats, and the girls as well, but they could have got first if only jasmine ran a little faster. darn. the heats between PDG25 and one of the j1's best runners was hot.

the next day was much of a normal school day, but once again, nothing is normal. suddenly through one of the letures they said that there was a fire drill. lol waste time. so we decided to take a class photo instead while waiting for the rest to get out of the fire.

then later went back. and i did my work for once.

the next day had festival of life,and learned breakdancing man. even learned a cool freeze, the baby freeze. the teacher was really cool.

then dam sian went to run for my cca heats 8x50m, but came in second last. the other cca too strong. and 50 m too short for me to accelerate.nvm there is always next time.

oh and the piano marathon went on rather well. except for a minor screwup at the end. but hey, though ours was not a chim song, but it perked everyone up, as it was the catchy tune like pokecentre and doremon. others were playin classical msic, in a aircon room with rain, so everyone was falling asleep. thanks to all who came and support us

rather busy week eh? i think i missed alot of stuff that i forgot to blog, but this is only the start, wait till we get to the middle of the mnth.that is when the real fun and hectic begins.

in the meanwhile, life down here on earth rocks!

oh yea my tag box is dying pls tag if u visit! thanks alot.

love ya all.

APRIL IS GOING TO BE HECK OF A BUSY MONTH

2008-04-01T20:01:00.008+08:00

hehe today is april first. not going to say anything more. except that had great fun owning people especially my dear fren who got owned twice today. totally wanted to say sorry to u, but too bad im just in a holiday mood.

i dunno how long my stupid "dont study but still pass" streak is going to last. today had a secret chem test again, but luckily i looked through the topic with my fren last week. i was like, ok lets study (for once) and i just happened to bring my atomic structure notes. well chemistry aside, u know how its like how u get distracted and cant study with company, but guess wad. i did.

well now dat i got a better transfer cable, i can finally upload pics of retarded school and night life.

well last week went to my frens birthday, and an unforgettable one it was it indeed. to pei shan if she ever reads this, hope u felt honoured that day haha. and to the rest, it was heck of a night.

the cake! a roadside celebration!

ownage at the arcade.

stupid bunny game on a pay phone. kinda cute though.

sat, went out again with church frens and played the ever retarded game of taboo, with me and john being the ever random guys. ooo and not forgetting the super big tai ti cards!

last cca we went to play golf. hmm had a rather hilarious time watching everyone, including myself getting owned by the clubs. later went to play pool, butttt.....

this is wad happens

well dats the life so far, hope that uploading more pics will show more of the life im loving so much right now. next week going to play a piano duet in a school event competition.(sweet!) dunno if we are going to win though.

psst for the one who wants to know my msn secret,

yep i can blog and chat at the same time.

this is my blogs second anniversary! cool man second year runing, and a post every month! oh yea, i just realised that there would be an ap (arimethric progression) of my friends birthdays this april! haha dats kinda cool. anyways, this month is going to be jam packed by activities. see how long more i can hold on eh.

love u guys!

2008-03-29T00:22:00.001+08:00

my happy go lucky streak is going on PERFECT!!!!

read between the lines. you might find something.

2008-03-24T18:33:00.005+08:00

yea kinda late posting due to my hectic schedule, and i havnt even done any homewrok yet (holiday homework). yea my march holidays was jam packed.

so went to tioman for the last 3 days of the holidays. expected a huge jam due to the mas selamat thingy but no jam at all. haha. so was rather tired cos last night did not sleep so snored the whole bus trip away. the rest of the guys were sleeping as well. then came the boat ride where it was really choppy and the girls kept screaming whenever there was a huge wave and we went like bump. so decided to turn it into a water bed and slept more. haha was up the whole past night on msn u gotta forgive me for sleeping so much.

when i finally woke up, we still havnt reach so most of us decided to go on the deck and cam whore abit (blogger is really pentium 1 at uploading pictures so i will upload only our gruop pic.)

so finally reach the beautiful island (at least the water is much much cleaner than singapore.) shared a room with benjamin, kai wen and bro derick. the whole room was filled with very tua mosquitoes so me and kai wen spent the whole time "cleaning up" the room. after that joined the rest for a game of captain ball, then while the rest went to change for dinner, me kai wen and azriel went swimming. the sea had dunno wad things that like to sting ur skin sia. then dunno wad bit me hard and began bleeding. dat was when we decided to go for dinner.

the rest of the night was spent playing tai ti at room A4 haha..

the next day was raining dam heavily and our plan for trekking to the waterfall was pushed back. and when we did set out again, it rained. and i din bring any poncho. thanks vivien for giving me one of her extra or i would be dead soaked. had many steep drops to the waterfall, and was involved in supporting everyone down. its really fun to see everyone slipping. HAHA. well the water fall was a little disappointing cos we were only at the foot of it. the real one was still some 4 km away.

well went back for sabbath. and bro vincent gave a rather good sermon on the teenager things. after that was free time again. so we went for a night walk. dam nice la

haiz sun went back and did some last minute shopping... hehe not going to tell what i bought though...

hmm then back to school. same old people, same old fun. same old crappiness. oh im finally in sports club. after like soooo long. (why do u have to tell me now??)... yep then fri was good friday but had a bad flu. felt happy still for all the concern i got from frens and family. you are all the best! sat went for the youth spiritual meeting and then off at night for pooling once again.

pretty draggy, but believe me, this is only a short short summary. im just feeling a little sick still but will recover soon.

my blog birthday is coming soon, yea did not abandon it for a single month. pretty dedicated eh? oh and the song i posted is really nice. teardrops on my guitar.

thinking of taking up guitar soon. at the mean time, piano is still the way for me. learning to zanarkand... sexy song.

can u play it again?

i love you for showing me this crap

2008-03-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

lu-la-la lu-la-la lu-la-lu-la-lei!

2008-03-11T18:32:00.004+08:00

i know its the march holidays and i should be posting more often, but seriously i tell u, the entire course of it is already burned off. i have only one day free, but i think im going to use it to watch movie :)

well yester day had an OG outing to sentosa and well it was really fun. though it was raining at first but we still had fun man. first we waited dam long in the mrt station for a certain someone... so i introduced my hand slapping game (which got everyone addicted and my hands very very red). then after a long wait decided not to wait anymore and go to the palawan beach to play frisbee and beach soccer and stuff seems boring to some but not if u have such a bonded OG like ours. with people like these, its hard not to have fun. not to mention i scored 4 goals in the soccer... had a great time cam whoring with my og and will post it up (as soon as wen jie sends it to me man the slow coach....). the pics will tell the whole story so i wont post it yet...oh and sorry kendrick dat i kicked his precious 2 dollar ball into the sea. was tempted to go rescue it but then decided that my life was worth more than 2 dollars. so i did not go and rescue it.

after that went back to the mainland (dunno why everyone keeps laughing when i say mainland) and hopped down to dobhy gaught to play pool... hehe a months training got me quite good at it. (at least i wont slip and i can even do back shot now)... well first match was me and zhang lu vs zhi jian and jon. haha we were winning at first but then zhang lu HAD to hit the black ball in... thanks loads... second was 1 v 1. me against benedict. haha did 2 nice back shots in that match. but still lost to him with one ball shot. i was unlucky... then was me against cuthbert and ming shan... i sort of gave them chance as well cos they first time playing but never knew they became so tyco and with the assist, they won.

haha so sad case lost all 3 match. but heck, later its off to play dota at HQ... wahaha won the comp but lost to real players... oh no. (which reminds me :there was a dota and audition game competition last week and it was really a good game played by our school heroes. but guess wad the first prize for the dota comp was... a war craft 3 cd... LOL. like they could have been champions without it).

oh yea had a church choir presentation on sun for a wedding and we screwed up the first part. thank God we were still able to make it through... lol despite my sore throat.

well learning many many new things and making many many new friends and totally enjoying life now, too bad i would be away from home AFH for the rest of the week and will be going off to malaysia on fri to sun... so in case i die, have a great holiday!

what goes up MUST come down.

2008-03-04T20:39:00.002+08:00

heh. rather inconsistent posting these days eh. dats becos im rather packed with activities in school now. also i have to admit i dont have the mood really to blog as my mind has been occupied by someting all week that really drains me. all i can say that what goes up MUST come down, even your feelings. and it has been a roller coaster ride this week, going up and down many many times.

well besides the usual lectures and hanging out with my ever fun loving and top scoring OG i had an odac selection camp...

was it fun? the only thing i can use to describe it is that its like a boys brigade camp, but much MUCH more fun, and much more adventureous (forgive me my GP tutors for having such lousy spelling). though equally as tiring. but still, not muck kick as they have to cater to the girls, so the punishment is not as tough. and dude we even had catered food. guess experience really does make up sometimes.

so the first thing we were thrown into was this routine where we had to do as many sets of exercises to earn odac cash to use during the camp. they include stair running, round the track jogging, sit ups, jumping jacks and other stuff. our group did many jumping jacks as they were the least tiring and the fastest. we laugh while watching the other groups jog round the track lol.

then had to make sone rice by cooking it in a mass tin. sice i already did it many times b4 it was rather easy while looking at the other groups who did not know wad the toothpaste was for.

well the odac cash was mostly used in fines when we forgot something or lost something or never tuck in shirt. yea our hard earned cash down the drain.

so after that we had to embark on a long journey to pasiris park where we had to set up out camp. along the way there were road blocks (the whole camp was in amazing race style) and though we were the last to leave the first check point, we breezed though the road blocks. one involved us rumaging through a thick batch of trees and vegetation in the darkness of the night without a torch to look for the rations we bought. wa got pricked like siao. but me together with 4 other ppl found it in the end.

the long long walk was rather nice, but the best of all was the solo night walk. u have to walk alone through a forest in singapore in the middle of the night by yourself without any torch, just a few light sticks along the way to guide u to the exit. you can hear all the things in the jungle making noises and i once could hear a really big cricket in front of me but i could not see anything. i tried to run through but tripped over a vine. ouch.

rerached the campsite third but took very very long to set up the tent as they gave us a broken one but insisted that everything was ok. they like to 'tekan' us in this camp sial. they even steal ur camp equipment and then fine u odac dollars for it. GAH.

the next day began walking again, this time to the changi port to take boat to pulau ubin to cycle expedition. haha had many fun games there, and cycling really made my day. also had rafting later, but the raft my team built cant go in the water sial. keep breaking.

well, gave a rather breif summary of the camp, but came out making many new friends, learning new things, testing my stamina again and again. i dont really mind if i dont get selected for odac, though i really want to join. it was a nice experience.

pls let this road im walking down bring me to the right place...

they dont know they are making us crazy.

2008-02-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

well i have really not been blogging much due to the much activities that has been held. my lifes so packed and jc has not even started yet. boy do i feel pressurized.

it has been a really fun week with my new og! orientation 2 was a blast for me man i really had the time of my life. sure the games were all the same but hu cares? experiencing it with other ppl is realy cool. and i became dam high. and we WON THE BEST OG MAN! and the best alliance. we RULEZ!!! 25/08 RULEZ...

well starting lectures now and trying out for odac camp man! im so going to psycho myself to like it so i can get into it.....
for freedom and happiness!

well busy with work and viwawa. gots to go and will blog more soon!

waited for a call that never came.

2008-02-18T20:56:00.004+08:00

well this week was ponning alot of lectures as my friend said that this was PAE (pon at ease).

thurs was valantines day and i think i was quite stupid and cheap. ppl give me choc i never give anthing back. lol i did prepare some chocs at home as well but i forgot to bring. haiz. seeing the J2 having huge bagfuls of presents, i wonder if i would have to buy that many next year.... it was also the finals of the parachute competition. and our class parachute sank to the ground like a stone. rofl. after that sianned abit in the lounge then went to frens house.

friday was our cross country. haha and wad a run it was as well. at bishan park somemore. actually i was walking for quite a while at first, not caring if the other guys overtake or wad. then i only started running when i heard from the other guys that were walking dat the girls were catching up. i have some pride ok. cant lose to girl in running. so i waited till the first ODAC girl came up, so i tried to slow down and follow her pace. but i think she wants to prove something so she just ran faster than her previous pace. but hey, i have been walking the whole way, and i have been conserving energy so i jus laughed and ran ahead. i did not know where was the finishing line until i heard ppl screaming, and then the one that i overtook started to sprint ahead of me. just wont give up. so i jus easily sprint ahead and re-overtook. haha in ur face. what was unexpected was that our class won the best average timing award! lol and about 5 of us were walking from the start. i love such surprises.

our joker PE teacher with the prize.

after that went to caroline house for her farewell party. that sadist has a four storey house man! and the dinner was like a resturaunt course man. i feel so lacking of etiquette. well had fun playing truth or dare with her other frens in the park. i have to admit, they were hip. :)

well the next day i went to send her off at the airport, and she had the cheek to tell me she was flying economy class. and we sent her off at guess where? the first class. lol. well, dats another good friend said farewell to. have fun over there yea. lol tried to rush back for vince steamboat dinner but there was no food. well guess in life u just have to make sacrifices. so i stuffed myself with fried tofu at the food court instead. HAIZ.

well sunday had a really bored and empty mood so asked nicholas to go gym. haha we got owned all the strong people there. so i just ran tread mill instead.

P.S -jwbbwrg is my name if u type it each letter one key to the left on your keyboard. haha my fren typed a sentence want to action her touch type skills and i was laughing all the way.

管她啦！

2008-02-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

this was the line that made the shopkeepers of the art shop laugh like dog today.

i got owned big time today at ang mo kio hub today. wa i think im going to remember this for the rest of my life to come. at least for the near future. they really made my day for laughing together with me. HAHAHA. i will never understand why girls like to laugh so easily though. i was laughing at myself anyway.

heard from a friend that there is this dating website that promises u 100 bucks if they dont help u get a date in 3 months. lol. but he also said that u need a really thick skin and really good excuses to ask a girl out. hahas. but thinking of a really good excuse would be real hard. :)

"ever since then, i told myself that whatever it would be i would let it be for the sake of you."

i lost count when counting my angpao.

2008-02-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

fells great to meet all my old friends and relatives again. feels greater to be getting hordes of angpaos. feels the greatest when im still enjoying the food and not putting on any weight.

but kinda sux to keep deleting my messages. darn phone only can store 200. should have an extra boost for chinese new year period.

looking out for a job in cathay or a lan shop to earn extra cash. any one intrested can pm me lo.

so you had a bad day.

2008-02-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

yea today was a unlucky and bad day bo. let me elaborate (if dat is how its spelt).

well fis my buckle broke so i had to use a safetypin. but i pricked myself in the process.

then our parachute contest, ours was the only one that made the egg broke.

had an OG outing but very little pp turned up.

the worst was the time when i was going home. i saw the 162 bus but i did not run after it, though i could have, so i waited there. after half an hour, i was still the only one waiting for the bus at the interchange and the bus had not arrived. i also used my phone and checked iris for the bus timing but dunno why it did not show any timing.then i saw the sign. it was right in front of me the whole time. "service 162 will be delayed due to bus breakdown, sorry for any inconvenience caused." yea right. like i can do anything else but accept ur apology. so i was so pissed that i went and took the yio chu kang MRT instead of trying to wait like a fool. and when i got into the train, and after the doors closed, the announcement said " this train will treminate at ang mo kio " if u guys dont know, i live in bishan and yio chu kang is 2 stops away, and ang mo kio is in the middle.

so i got off, hoping that things cant get any worse, and when i walked to the bus stop, 165 jus passed. and when i saw the timing board, the only 2 buses i could take i had to wait for over 15 mins...... the rest all "arriving".

hah guess bad days arent so bad after all cos it gives ppl a reason to blog. well CNY celeb tmr.

2008-02-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

CNY coming bo. no need to say anything else. i know. im happy too.

if i went round caring for the world...

2008-02-01T22:11:00.001+08:00

can i sigh any louder? haiz. this week was full of crazy stuff (once again).

mon was my usual 8 days day at j8.

well i started off crashing nanyang jc with nicholas on tues (which was a holiday) and hell it was just so nice and much much newer than ajc. sigh. haiz. the people there quite friendly and the toilets are auto. felt so regret after dat. ai man. haiz. sigh. nvm in 2 years i shall be in ns and campus wont matter. after that went to orcahrd with andrew and kah meng to get new year clothes and the two "ladies" took forever trying to find what they wanted. i can never stand window shopping for more than 2 hours. if u were to buy something from every shp that would not be so bad, but to leave the shop empty handed is abit erm... ya. and also saw "ahem" at paragon. yea waaaaaaaaaaad a coincidence. then went to cut hair with damian at our fav place. not a bad job once again.

wed felt kinda sick but had to attend sch nonetheless.

thurs had a ex class outing (zhi jian, liang jie, caroline, xinyi and dawn)at orchard, and we watched the mist. haha it was a stupid rip off movie due to its lousy ending, so i guess i owe them another for it was my stupid idea to watch it in the first place. sorry guys! but the audience was entertaining. scream at the wrong moments, but cheered at the right ones. booed at the right time also. to be honest, i was feeling a little unwell with headache on that day but i slowly recovered thanks to the cheerful atmosphere. oh yea my class has officially made the perfect time waster. its a card game that we play everyday now...

yea friday had pe breifing but i was gung ho enough to run 3 rounds in the rain. not a bad timing too.

one chance. no mistakes.

2008-01-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

well recovered from an empty heart that was giving me serious headache for the past week after i got my o level results.

Well cant say im too happy cos i did not make it to victoria jc. sigh. but thank God it was a rather resonable one of 9. so im staying in anderson then.

So what was with that empty heart? well most of my friends did not perform up to standard, so yea, we wont be going the same jc, and that kinda hurts since i know they put in much more effort that me but ended up disappointed instead. i cant be rejoicing rite? all those times we studied together, all those times we said we could make it big altogether, now is just shattered. i hope all of you whom we pledged hear this. im waiting for u in the next path of our lives.

yea, so felt great meeting all my schoolmates after so long. and yea james got the top scorer as expected. but ho hum. we did worse than last year. so there were many tear filled faces as one by one found out that 2 months of intense anticipation led to utter disappointment. i dont blame them. if i wasnt emotionally prepared for the worst, i would have broken down as well. but never did i expect that i would be feeling sad for them. tried to console as many as i could, for i wasnt battling with my emotions at that time, but i guess im not such a good counsellor after all.

so after that accompanied caroline and xin yi to the beach at east cost to emo for a while but ended up emoing for a long time. i guess i also had much thoughts in my mind so got rather carried away and just sat down and stoned.

the next day went for a swim hoping to clear my thoughts. but instead slipped and fell and scraped my elbow. its still hurts now cos ah blue black. but not bad went to nicholas house and watch fearless but then watched steven lim the super zi lian guy.

the next day had dinner at a resturant and lol ther was a huge pile of shit in the entrance. and they put all sorts of tea leaves to make it not so smelly, but it made it even smellier.

i guess all these random stuff is happening to cheer me up. dont get me wrong im not sad for my results, im just sad i have no one to share it with.

thanks to all who cheered me up.

my minds too blank to blog.

2008-01-26T12:15:00.000+08:00

today i leaned a lesson,
that will always be true,
saying goodbye to someone,
is the hardest thing to do

i've never felt a loss,
until i said goodbye,
i thought i was strong,
but i broke down to cry

never will i forget,
the times we had,
though the reflections are happy,
it makes me rather sad

even the most brutal of men,
cries at the past,
i only wish,
the good times would last

so i homour myself,
i'd smile if i could,
why can't things work out?
because life ain’t made to be good

but kenneth hang in there,
for we know that God does care.

thanks lucy for the poem man.

caring hurts.

2008-01-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

plundered with a load of care,

i deeply sympathise with those out there.

though i am in no position

to give my opinion,

my care is genuine

like china's porcelain.

how i wish i can do my part

in healing all your broken hearts.

but my heart is getting sore

from fighting this emotional war.

amongst the happiness

there were faces of sadness,

and at that point,

i became speechless.

i wanted so much to share my sucess,

but their feelings are more important i guess.

so my dearest frens,

its ok to cry

nows not the time to be shy.

if u need a listening ear

i will try to be hear,

and tell jokes to prevent a tear.

but as for now.

so close ur eyes and fall asleep

we will laugh again when the time allows it.

2008-01-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

dammit .

getting results tmr.

dammit.

rush hours. (my life is beyond a roller coaster ride)

2008-01-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

rush hours this week. and also have been coming home much later than my usual time these days.

well firstly early this week had to accompany the new zelanders to suntec for dinner as they would be going off on wed. so haha after a tiring day of squash trials and soccer i had to drag myself to city hall. phew. spent a long long time deciding where to eat b4 settling down at sake sushi. haha was hungry like dog by then. wad can i do? it was the birthday girl's choice to say where to eat and i cant refuse right?

2 days later had to send them off at the airpot again. (shaucks the 5th time there this year). but this time we went and explored T3 instead. not many shops have opened so ended up eating at the food court. then everyone became all sentimental again and then it was bye bye. i sure am going to miss them. (super sighhhhhhhhhhhhh)

on thurs went to ngee an poly open house with valerie, bernard and si hao, my buddies in anderson jc. actually it was quuite late after school and i was reluctant to go but heck, whoo cares when u have friends and time eh? had loads of fun there playing and crashing planes in the engineering school and doing stamp searching for doughnuts haha. to think that the 3 were so hungry so i gave them my doughnuts. (im sooo thoughtful...). saw rachel there also but she din recognise me at first. (there was not my turf so din see many ppl unlike bernard and valerie who knew loads of ppl). got a cool goodie bag with cool stuff like pencil box and highlighters. we wanted to study at KFC but valerie brought us to the wrong place each time which made us tired so we just ate and went home.

o level results are next week and if in case like my geog paper got lost and lands me with a result that is above 15 then i think i will go poly. it looks nice and is rather reasssuring. but at the moment i am praying that i get 7 or 6 so i can go VJC!!!!

well today was just a day that was super hot, and my first PE lesson. instead of running 6 rounds round the track like the rest, (which i gladly would have done cos i have been doing regular jogging already) we were stuck doing anareobic exercises like push ups, diamond push ups, chin ups and other stupid stuff like ab curls. doing push ups on the hot and spikey track is dam stupid la. u cant hold long enough and now my palm is bleeding cos i pressed on a sharp pebble. well i found out that i improved in my pull ups and hopefully i can score a gold for napha so i wont have to go ns early.

dats all for the week. i have my class already, they are not a bad bunch but i would have preferred my OG anyday. looks like i will have to do more social and crap work once again.

GP tutorial tutor is so cool. i wish all my teachers are like him

chinese tutorials made me remember that i sucked in chinese.

and to say the truth, econs tutorial was rather boring.

well dat was my life for the past week. and hell was it hectic.

haha i din get the spot for squash trial. looks like 5 ppl beat me to it. and i think that i can challenge some of the table tennis ppl in my sch and win them cos they arent that great. really. Andrew did it anyways.

notice that my posts dont have much pics cos i lazy to upload and my cam too lousy and i dun wanna bring my digi cam out. so no cam whoring yet. i cant wait for my contract to end so i can get a 5 mega pix sumsung or sony phone. then does the cam whoring really starts.

good luck to those taking their o level results next week!

2008-01-15T18:09:00.001+08:00

if you think thats gonna spite me, think again. i dont think i will get angry or jealous ever again.

haha.

2008-01-13T14:29:00.000+08:00

nothing to say except that we bought some new furnitures and i really love the new sofa...

haha found a new joy and to think that was just so close to me all the while... and i never noticed it.

oh yea u gotta check the song i put up. love that too. one of the best songs i came across. just makes makes me so happy.

saying hi is just saying goodbye in advance.

2008-01-11T21:04:00.001+08:00

i dunno how much more of this i have to take.or rather should i just accept this as a fact of life? come to think of it, it really is. that is "NOTHING LASTS FOREVER".

just today, i had to say goodbye to my OG, the people i had spent the most time with in my first few days in this new place, and just when a bond had been formed it has to be broken, and now all of us are thrown into classes with totally new people.

that kinda sucks.

to tell the truth, im pretty done much with saying goodbye to people. i do not do much to those who are leaving (though i try at times) and at the same time i do not treasure those who are still with me and i know that i will have to say goodbye again to them someday. im worried that the time will come when someone close to me will pass away and by then i will get numb to the feeling of saying goodbye and not mourn at all.

naw. ok i just hope this calss is not nerdy or anything or im going to have a hard time trying to communicate with them. haha leave it to God ba. i believe He will make a way.

this is my og. its been only a short 10 days but it sure was fun.

P.S: to my OG, we must KIV! or KIT better! go out during chinese new year!

(and im still finding a good picture hosting site. anyone knows?)

never presume.

2008-01-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

ok i presume that u all have a decent internet so now i shall put mp3 songs instead of sickening midi songs. at first i tried to cater to all so they did not have to wait at all to listen to some bgm. but i think midi files are really hard to source now so i shall share some of my favrouite songs. u should listen to most of angela aki's songs. its kinda nice.

chasing round a peanut tree

2008-01-09T21:48:00.001+08:00

had cca carnival today. hmmm hard to decide but for sure im going to take up a sport. if only tennis wasnt 4 times training a week or else i sure join le. so i think i may take up soccer as recreational and full time bowling or shooting or hockey. i just gotta decide between these 3. hehes jus want to try out new stuff.

BTW if i hadnt told u yet my resolution this year is to be much more fun. for the ppl around me and for myself.

P.S anyone knows a good site for uploading tons of photos do tell.

we dont concur.

2008-01-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

onto the days where lectures are beginning. cant say im not prepared cos theolo has been pretty much the same thing. except now i can use my handphones and actually talk to ppl arnd me without getting stared at by the teacher. and hey, though the tables are super shaky and i wont be able to sleep on it, i can actually get used to these lectures. days are feeling like i have gained total freedom lol.

life in jc kinda rocks but i can understand why ppl want to choose the poly route.

its just more fun.

people who want to remain in jc have to have the patience and swallow the pill that people outside will be having a much better time than us. while we are wearing uniforms they are wearing the latest fashions. while we are cutting slopes they are dyeing their hair brown. while we are studying they are having holiday and honeymoons. while we are under rules they find rules to break. its tough pill for some to swallow, but i rather stick to what i have a good feeling in. and i am having a good feeling in this.

i have many friends in poly and life seems much better there. i also pop down to nanyang poly usually for lunch nowadays as it is just opposite my sch. the whole campus just be littles the whole anderson.

never mind. its the future that counts

this could be the START of something new

2008-01-05T12:47:00.000+08:00

phew! finished 3 days of orientationin AJC. and to think i let the first day conclude that the rest of the days would be boring.
but its no way near and my og are as close as buddies now. sniff. haha everything has to end eh? but i heard that our general paper lectures will be together... yessssssssss man!

the first day was just filled with boring talks. then had a few ice breaker sessions, and games. no one really opened up yet, but luckily i said hi to a few ppl and became fast friends. but i did not feel the hype yet, and i never tried to be enthu. i thought that all the cheers were childish and i just could not bring myself to really shout out loud together with the rest. haha met a xinimin as my station master and she kept telliing me to be more enthu to keep up the name of xinmin and whatnot.

(to think i was crazy enough to rush down to the airpot to send joyce and thresa off after my 1 day orientation. i only had less than an hour to rush from yio chu kang to the airpot, but i did it in the end. just in time. i guess im going crazy. but that is just what i like. the hype u get from all the rushing just makes ur blood stir.)

and thats what i did on the second day. i gave up whatever bad feeling i had in my heart and did not give a dam if i looked like an alafer and decided to cheer more loudly and participate more actively in games. haha soon we were more or less interacting with one another already. you can tell how much a person is open to you already when they start calling you by your nick name. i really have to thank damian for giving me that one. had alot of fun with the dance as well. haha im also thankful that in the couple dance my partner was not shy or i would have to be like others whom dont even dare to put their hands together. it all starts with each other man! lol i can say i totally suck at dancing. and in the end my ogl had to give us 'tuition' haha so lame. but it was fun. and that was only the second day.

on the third day edwin brought his camera and had loads of fun taking pics like free. im going to upload them as soon as he uploads them. haha. by now we were all good friends and were making fun of each other. and lol i mistook natilie as a malay a but good thing she played along and said she was a malay that could speak chinese. (actually i knew). so we handed our tee shirt design competition and yea they used my crappy idea for it. hmmmm. ( also i feel that anderson jc is crazy about girls and boys being together. they always say that boys must pair with girls and had alot of games where they say in chinese "go and daringly hug la." especially the water passing games where we look like as if we were kissing each other and they just had to take photos. lolz. ) then it was time for the finale. had 2 bands singing and beatboxing for us and one breakdancer. they also showed us the photo vid and then we had campfires where we danced again... haha after which the days are over. but it was fun nonetheless and we are meeting agian on monday for an outing! haha.

overall i have never felt so enthu in my life b4. the cheers ajc made really rock the house, though i wish they would not keep repeating the "how are you feeling today cheer" and at the last part where we have to cheer for our individual alliance when they say "who is the best in aj?!" the effects are nice at first but it wears out. except for the individual alliance cheers. the effect is just so nice every time. its just becos they are so random.

thank you AJC for starting the new year with a bang. and thank you OGL's for making my first few days in Anderson meaningful. And thank God for giving me the chance to stand out and make friends.

waiting too long

2008-01-03T21:26:00.000+08:00

i think im dragging my delay for posting. these few days was a major juggle in my life, and i have hardly any time to catch my breath. phew. tmr will be the start of the first weekend of the year and i think i will do my theolo post tmr.

yea so firstly, happy belated new year. (lol i think the spirit is lost le). anyway, how did i spend my last few days of my holidays?

firstly i went to my class chalet. hah. the 800 dollar one at down town east. costly eh. not many turned up, but those that turned up were just the persons i wanted to meet.

yea so was free and easy and i love this kind of chalets. first day was just stuck in the chalet playing ps2 and watching stupid movies. sad case no one brought any scary movie or else i would be sitting in bed next to....and... you get the point. so instead i brought silent hill game in the hope it might scare someone, but i find out that scary games totally blow it when u play it with a huge group. it seemed more like a joke.

so i called my best buddy phileas over and we both took the whole group down to the red house (a famous haunted house in singapore.) some of the girls were reluctant, but we 'ensured' protection and got the whole group down. it was quite a long walk but we finally reached it. and we cant see anything but lucky yilu brought her torch and i tried flashing into the house through the gate but still cant see anything. (the poor girl was too scared to take her torch back for the fear it would be cursed. thats funny in a cute way.) on our way back we saw some acting gangsters that asked me and phileas to accompany them into the red house. (hah cowards). but i was also reluctant to get my pants torn by the barbed wire by climbing over so i just lent the torch to them and two went in while phileas, andrew , nich and i stood guard while the rest of the class went back first. i remember the last time i went there i got busted by the police cos the red hse is a restricted area.

so they did not have the guts to open the front door and we had to make our way back. yea i almost forgot the bbq. haha we only had satay and sausage and chicken. simple, but enough for a beautiful calss chalet. and i rmb koping a cup full of chilli sauce from mac for the bbq (who ask them to put dispensers...) yea had loads of fun. and thats only the first day.

so actually we did not realy sleep and watched more and more movies, till eventually most went to sleep while watching on the bed. only left me who was awake. it was at 5.20am. so i decided to walk outside and try to be macho abit but then tiredness crept in and i went back. so i fell asleep on the floor cos the girls koped the bed and dunnoo whose leg suddenly kicked me lol. so only had 1 hour of sleep b4 i woke everyone up.

we had meant to see the sunrise, but we underestimated time. but nvm. we went cycling instead. cycling is actually quite fun. we also had fun teaching ppl to cycle and watch them struggle. but thankfully both of them managed to learn how to cycle. or else who knows wad would happen if we could not return her bike. (we were so far away and andrew took away the double seater cycle, so yilu had to (learn to) ride his bike back). speaking of the double seater cycle, me and nicholas had lot of fun with it. try riding backwards and stuff.

alot of other things happened and i think i will keep it for my own memory sake.

anyways i will upload the photos soon cos i think this post getting abit long. so i will leave you dear 402 with a short quote someone said to me before.

"i'm not unhappy that everything over,

but i'm glad that everything has happened."

i hope that we will still remain friends till the end. keep the memories on!

MEMORIES

Missing

Every

Moment

Retarded

Incidents

Ever

Since

plop goes the measel.

2007-12-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

how to cramp 3 weeks of madness into a blog post? i shall think of it. till i get my pics here shalt i begin.

anw after i came back till now i watched 2 movies.

alvin and the chip munks

i have to try to get all of their songs man. blast it non stop and disturb my neighbour.

i am legend

i like the suspense in this one. now if only.....

yea even after the major event my holiday is still packed. thank God. i also cant wait to go to anderson JC man! hope my o level score is higher. i thought 10 points could not get me in at first. haha and tmr is my over the year class chalet man! going to scare ppl wif silent hill.

good night and rmb if u wanna wish happy new year by sms, do it before 12am or else ur phone might get jammed.

she shall sell sea shells on the sea shore.

2007-12-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

theolo was one of the best things that happened during this sch holiday. now that it has hyped me up so much, i have decided to heck the japan post. i really dont have much time to blog about anything yet, cos im still spending most of my online time chatting wif my new frens. i gotta get the rest of their contacts and start chattign summore! i think i may want to retake year 1 again cos its like so hard to take it in that we are leaving nex year!

P.S say the above tounge twister quickly. australians and zew zelanders can do it in their first try and make it sound clearly

im back

2007-12-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

im back with super sexy long hair. so u can be free to talk/ msn/ sms/ call/ poke/ ask out/ greet me.

theolo rules. i shall never forget it.

AWOL

2007-12-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

im going to be absent from my comp without valid reason. haha actually im attending my theolo course from today till 25th dec. so dun think this blog is dead. its the writer that is dead.

SEE YA ALL SOON!

my graphics card tak boleh tahan.

2007-12-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

i dont think my graphics card is able to tahan anymore cos of my two wide screens. it just keeps shutting down my screens and saying there is no signal. and i have to shut down my comp by turning off main power. so fustrating happened 10 over times already and interrupting many conversations i was having. and just wen im going theolo already. nvm. i take it that God wants me to perpare my heart and forget about comp haha. im getting the warranty to come down on monday cos they dont open on sunday or saturday, by which i will be off to theolo already. oh man.

i was actually i the midst doing my final japan post when it screwed up, so it looks like i cant finish it cos i think in a few minutes time my comp will screw up again.

i will be back this fri for a while, so hope i can squeeze something in.

sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob.

so i shall tell u that 2 days ago i went to watch my fis nc16 movie. haha. and jus finish spritual meeting.

u can tell from the above sentence that my blogging mood has been totally smashed. all thanks to some lousy card.

2nd day

2007-12-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

i will have to go on a course soon so i dont hink i can put up the posts on time. at the same time my graphics card is screwing up and it will cause my screen to go blank at times. only now, 11.50 pm then it works so i can only blog on my second day. though i have warranty, their office hours only opens on monday, the day i will be going on my course for 3 weeks and i will not be online from mon onwards. the co-incidence is killing me sometimes.

day 2

making it fast, we were on our way to mount fuji. yea, so we took a bus to the bullet train station to take a bulet train. it can go up to 500 km per hour, but since japan got alot of earth quakes it only goes up to 240km per hour. its still dam fast, my guide said dat if u stood near to it, the vacuum can suck u in. and indeed we had the opportunity to see one go past. zoom! yea we then sat in it. it does not feel fast at all when u are inside. there were even vending machines and toiltes at every of their 11 cabins! japan is one rich nation.

the bullet train.

(the thing i hate abt blogger is that it cant to a picture post very well. so dats why u dont see too many pics eh.)

after which we went for lunch at some kids canteen. haha so funny, but it was the first time the group sat together so we can interact.

my lunch (the most pathetic in the trip)

then spent most of the time visiting sceneic places and taking pics here and there. day 2 was more of seeing sceneics, day 3 was mount fuji and a walk in tokyo shopping! day 3 was the most fruitful, too bad i cant talk about it now cos its around 12.30 already and my brain is going mush.

intresting tree(will make a good wall paper)

there were many ladybugs and they were all so shiny! too bad i cant take them home.

a shot of mount fuji on our way there.

wheat!

i so wanna add more pics up here but every time i upload one i will have to take 10 mins arranging the words to make it centralised sigh.even so, so may still have big spaces in between. so wait for my album in facebook! ciao! for now.

for the first day.

2007-11-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

ok b4 i get to my first japan post, i shall tell u abit about japan. its one hour ahead of singapore, its a seasonal country, so i went there during winter. and the temp was round 8 degrees. the hottest was 10 and the coldest was 5 degrees. 100 yen is $1.30 and most japs only speak japanese. their writing is more or less the traditional chinese writing or 'fan ti zi'. the country is super clean, so much so as wen u drop food on the floor u can pick it up and eat it, and when u drop a piece of litter on the floor u would want to pick it up cos it jus spoils the whole image. i think there is more rubbish on my classroom floor than the whole of disney land tokyo.

1st day/last day (all on plane only anyway)

the first day was spent inside the aeroplane. as i am not a rich mans son, i had to sit on economy class (below busniess class) and its dam squeezy. its japan airlines but i think its the same as SIA. it has all cool japanese songs and even a personal screen where u can watch movies and play games. i also had a window seat. so i took some pics to share wif u all. b4 i forget, this pics are from my last day on my return flight. cos why? why 512mb memory card hecked up halfway on the first day, so i had to use my backup card instead. its small size of 64mb so i cant take much pics. never fear! on the third day or so, i bought a 1 gb card in japan! haha at dam cheap price also arnd 26 dollar. so in my upcoming album, i only spam pics after the thrid day. so yea, nothing much on the first or the last day as all are spent on the plane.

me watching hair spray. (got transformer also)

aerial views through my window

other pics are of my lunch and some ppl in my tour group sleeping. as i promised them not to reveal their faces, i cant post it sorry.

and the pics i will be showing are only scenery, none will have any faces. that will be in my album in my facebook account. (coming soon!)

day 2,3 and 4 coming up!

how to start? how to end? how to tell you?

2007-11-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

phew. finally back from a 5 day trip from japan! so dats why i hav not added anything yet. took loads of pics, and i will definitely share them with you. But not just yet. Ya got alot of things to say so i will seperate them. so for now i will say the things i did before i went to japan. wow never did i expect my holiday to be packed while others are complaining. thank God for the 3 week theolo or else i would be frantically looking for a part itme job to kip my self company now.

outing to ubin

very long never go ubin and cycle already so ask so ask two of my frens who are cycling passionisits (i dont even know if got such a word) to cycle wif me. sporting as always, they agreed. so took a bum boat down and cycled. met alot of stupid things and had loads of intresting scenery. we even climbed up the 30 metre tower and took in all the sights. getting lost is the best wen u are wif frens. so wen we got lost, we jus laughed our way out. no harm done, no blame placed. cycling was fun too, it was hard peddling up the steep slopes, and me, hu havnt cycled for a few months, had a hard time. going down was worse. but all to none, it was a refreshing experience after o levels. ya. even the slight or maybe heavy rain did not stop us. nor the bloodthirsty mosquitoes thirsty for our 'o' and 'a' type blood (sarcastic level 10). we also went to the famous poontoon and took a pic there.

i have many other pics on the scenery but are all in my phone and lazy to upload. maybe i will add to my facebook an album. in the future.

new teens camp

this is a camp in my church and i was a helper. man was it fun. i suddenly like looking after little children (well not really little considering them being sec 1 and pri 6). some of them are just so funny and cute just like during the game i was stationed to look after how they played it was so, fun? after that while the kids wash the toilets, the other helpers of IY was slacking in the library and playing UNO and DOTA. haha dota so funny. and after that, till 3am in the morinig, we were still watching youtube vids. it was after our super unhealthy barbecue. why? cos the wings were deepfried. (how to deepfry a chicken wing on barbecue?) yes you can if u add 5 spoonfuls of oil to 1 wing. whats worse is that the inside is still not cooked. the sotong balls are also a "delicacy" cos they were hot on the outside, and as cold as sashimi on the inside. but no food posioning still... hard stomach wall to tahan all the junk.

well i shall leave it here for now, but i just have to share with you this. my new fav songs are japanese pop songs. i just got addicted to them while on the plane to japan. and my fav artiste is Angela Aki! haha some call her the angel from heaven. here is one of her songs. though she is not popular, her voice is darn good. i wanna learn japanese, who is intrested can learn wif me, whoever who knows can teach me!

P.S i see many ppl are starting live journal. so i will set one up and put my personal feelings there about the world. its not my blog. this site will still be my blog and always be, while the other is just a page where i put what i feel about the world. do visit and keep a look out for it!

so late. so long. farewell.

2007-11-21T18:11:00.000+08:00

so late posting due to over hectic schedule to make use of my last few days in singapore before i leave for japan and then to my theolo (yea man!!!) so lets start where we left off. how about at grad nite?

though i took loads of photos i will have to take awhile to upload them into comp and convert them from gif to jpg. stupid cam! oh and if any of u i took pics with can send me the photos as well? much thanks. i also dun think i will put so many pic here as it could lagg up those with slower internet. muhaha im so considerate. so i will compile it into an album then maybe post it somewhere else.

grad nite was the hottest night this month. its just too great. the last time and stuff really sets things straight for u. for example, i thought i would not be sitting with my 3 good friends in the same table as our register numbers were so far apart but waddya know? i was the LAST one to be seated there!!! yesssssssss. then had all sorts of weird techno music and some games. i won the pass the parcle thingy but it turned out to be just a card so i gave it to someone else. haha. next was some oscars thingy and prom queen thingy. haha both i voted was voted in. took vids of the whole thing and thanks for other additional vids form frens.

the food was nice, but i expected more for paying such a big sum. u might say 60 is no big deal. yea. but i paid over a few hundred bucks for stupid formal dressing. so yea. anyway, it was woth it for the time and all. i even won a thumbdrive. 20th prize. abit disappointed wen i got it cos it meant no chance of getting the psp. but wadda heck. still better than nothing. 1gb summore. can store up to hundred more songs to transfer to my laptop in the future.

i was actually 10 mins late for the whole thing, but as i said nothing can spoil this nite, and yea, the thing did not start when we reached there yet.

more things later... bro wants to use comp so irritating

high?

2007-11-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

THE 2007 O LEVELS HAS ENDED ON A HIGH NOTE MAN!!!

nothing could have been better. then why is it 2 notes from the highest note then??

1. the o levels ended on my birthday.

2.i missed half an hour of heroes die to bio paper.

other than that, its been the best eva. the whole 2 months of slogging paid off he he. hopefully. tonite got graduation nite so i'll save the best till tomorrow (or maybe im just lazy to think now dat its almost 4pm and im meeting my frens at 5..)

hope this nite would be an unforgettable one!

ps. i so love windows media player (i know u will ask me why i dun use i tunes :cos they cant play some format and im lazy to convert) as the shuffle option is really funny. im listening to a sad song and suddenly after that got some lame grunt then play a fast song. this is due to my sound effects library, from many games and since they are all mp3, the library jus accepts them. so its like im listening to a sad jay chou song and rite after that there sounds "you noob frag harder!". haha from my sound collection. Or... when i playing some click five song then after that i hear the windows shutting down music. haha even windows media player plays dat. LOL! everythings so funny after o levels.

ah haha hehe

2007-11-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

i wish that i had more things to talk about but o level has taken al my memories away haha.

went ~~shopping~~ looking for grad nite clothes yesterday at orchard after geog mcq... woo hoo geog mcq so funny. some question repeated from the 10 year series. and sooo dumb i got the gradient question wrong and all becos i changed it at the last minute. from the right one to the worng one summore. but what can i say. at least thank God i can do the rest baaaaa... those that i was unsure of came out rite... thank God phew. i shall never change ans anymore once i place it. (unless it is wrong of course)

ya so went shopping with one of my classmate and 404 frens. so stupid looking at aladin shoes and caps. and a 100 dollar blazer. wow. looks like that night will cost much. to think that my class wants to book a hotel on that night as well. good idea, though i may have to sacrifice my ps3 for a while. walked the whole orchard road at least twice, and only bought little stuff. sianz. revoltage stuff looks promising though.

looking forward to a new life in the future.

2007-11-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

haha cant blog much got geog... i know many of u hate the song on my blog. going to change it asap. problem is that i cant find a song to replace it yet... just putting this post so the november link will come up... whooppee! or wadeva. speaking of geog, dosent my archives word look like a population pyramid for an ageing population??? haha bo liaoness

u thought 1 year was a long time? haha wait again.

dunno?

2007-10-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

i dunno why though o level is easier than prelim but i feel so dam unsecure over a loss of a few marks. its sooooooooo hard to be the top 25% and the thought jus scares me...

good luck to all the rest, hope can go same jc and make a clan there!!!